tis is not suitable for reading, pls DON.
金莎-停电太暗了 么都看不见
闭上眼 假装瞎了眼
到几点 电源才会重现
点蜡烛 蜡烛放在哪一边
太寂寞 什么都太孤单
真希望 忽然爱情会出现
不了解 怎么都不了解
为什么blue 永远在我身边
chorus:
我害怕
一个人累
一个人睡
一个人哭笑
一个人陪
黑暗的夜
黑暗的街
黑暗的世界
停电的夜
找个人依偎
找个人追
找个人爱
找个人陪
停电的我
停电的你
停电的世界
怎么飞
geees. tis song is cute. aint it? keke. nahz. i m not feeling lonely. but rather blithe and happppie.what more can i expect from life now? the life i m leading is great! well, @least i m enjoying yay? so much more of enjoyment amidst the thick piles of work above me. busy can b a kind of peace too! u get it? yay yay yay. i was discussing with ah lian tht i wanna go KL last nite. guess i mentioned my previous post. but anyways, i reallie planned to do so. i noe lahs. many wil say i've been tht a few times, not Sick of irt? well, snce when shopping can be a sick thingy? *winks* i've planned, i wanna buy a few shoes, slippers, mickey mouse top from the genuine mickeymouse shop. tok abt bottoms, i m abit hmm, hesitant? arhs, i'll juz shop! gees geees, excited! oh yay! oh yay! oh yay!
aiya! i donno why i cant log in mSn. but i m not fusing mad, unlike the past, i used to bang the keyboard many many times
i think i wanna blog a lil' longer cos its like i haven been bloogging like many long daes. wahaha. whhhoolaaa. i m lef with like 2 weks to brush up on everything. i juz hope i become a lil' more hardworking and mug like i shuld. u noe u noe? gawd. esp with the health informatics and health education essay plus presentation.. i
i find tht everyday, i wake up, not only not knowing what i want to do for the day. i try my best to tel myself what i want to know, to make myself learn my feelings, of certain situations. sometimes, some unforeseen circumstances often put me in a fit, or rather, seemed to wreck me up. @least i know what my decision leads me to. every decision made is crucial, it changes everything. aights. lotsa philosophy here. in simple, i m juz trying to say make ur choice wisely.
till' now, i've no regrets! reallie! so far of making any decisions i mean. hmm, biggest regret was growing too fat in my most impt youth years. *sighs. know how sad it was? yes, tht s, i mean THT sad. i wish i were kilograms slimmer, but well, who wuld ever understand the bad times of my experience which stil lingers and echo behind the crack of my smiles? hehe. nahz, i m stil happy
wished i were kilograms slimmer because i wanted more from my life. more. i think about it sometimes, ppl cal me plump, but does it ever affect me so much to the extend i become aggressive? my answer is : Y E S. they say i m not so bad-tempered. S-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y, i AM. i wished i were kilograms slimmer, cos i've got lotsa dreams to catch. i became half hearted becos i don not haf much motivation, its life, weight-losing is a lifelong goal. GOD! and it means if i am gonna live 65 long years, i haf to make i a point tht i m slim and pretty even the moment i ccollapse. but by the time i reach 65 years old, i wil haf manaaaaaaaeeeeeeeey, whoooollllaaaa. okae. why am i nagging bout this. i m onli 18 now. *sighs. okae, in simple, when wili love the waee i am EXACTLY and stop whining? ma frens kept telling me tht if i want ppl to love me the wae i am, i haf to tart loving myself. yay, i did. but stil? ya, i noe outta this world my friends love me as i am, i know. i know what i am thinking. i am finding the missing piece now. *grins. take my time, and ride on the road on this long journey, and the paradoxical issu is, i stil prefer to b alone with friends. xp yay, u can kill me at tis moment. HA HAHA!
posted by i am simple. yeah. alwaes. @ 1:21:00 PM
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