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wow. so long since my last entry. well, i've got bio pract on mon. geees. i slack abit first.i feel fresh. just came back from a 42 minutes slow evening jog. reallliee slow. a bad thing i wasnt breathing fresh air, i jogged by the roadside you see. nevertheless, i catch a glimpse of the shades of colors above my head. :) twas so beautiful. and it marked an impressive art in my eyes.
jogging gives me so much space to think and reflect. so much more peaceful then sitting down and whine. you feel every breath or u, u hear ur heartbeat, and u taste the metallic taste between the hard pallate and tongue. you learnt to make everything become so detail. just like life. sometimes, u never notice, there are many details u missed out in life, because, u didnt pay attention to them, despite them shouting out to get noticed.
i begin to realise tht i may be upset overcertain things, but i am not UNHAPPY. i m happy. when i go to school, apart from feeling upset, i realised i learnt how to differentiate being happy and feeling upset. there's a vast difference, at least, to me. can be feeeling awfully upset, but i can joke and laugh despite the excruciating pain of something tingggling in mind. besides tht, buddha's teaching says nobody deserves the unhappiness u invest on others when u r unhappy, in another words, not to be selfish. nobody deserves the black face u r giving when u r unhappy. everyone deserves to be happy. i learnt tht do no invest ur happiness on other's misfortune. u just have to smile. thts life. :)
Val's day was wonderful for me. at least, i did somthing, tht marked the first memorable val's day i ever had in my 19 yrs of life. i stil remember every details tht happened. the heart throb feeling, and the heartfelt words tht touched me. i would very much say thank you. thank you for the day. thank you for sharing. thank you for the time. and of course, my prata cliche. i love u guys so muchie. thank you.
this week, i learnt to face my own feeling, truly. and courage coms when u decided to do something firmly. it comes from yourself. comes from whats within you. bring it all out, and make your life more wonderful. :)
i've made some plans. seriously.. all set to move on. how? jus believe that I.CAN.DO.IT. tis is the magic words.
G' style was great. Xiao Ke laoshi want us to bring out te best in ourselves. look at the mirror, and feel confident. look at the mirror, and tell urself tht u r beautiful. look at the mirror, and show ur best. sexiness comes from within. not from acting. i like this dance, not because it teach u how to do girlie sexy dance. but it challenges ur confidence, and how u project urself. :) i can do it. well, my life is getting on track
my dear sis.. i reallie hope u get back on ur feet. learn to love life. learn to accept that life comes with karma and stuff. learn toknow tht what u did affect future. she is lidat to u, is it becos of what u did last time? or maybe, she wilget back her karma in future time. be patient. it will come. :) i just need u to be happy. at last, be happy tht jen and many of you friends still misses you and concerned about you. jie, i love you. muacks.
posted by i am simple. yeah. alwaes. @ 7:55:00 PM
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