.i am not so much needed in this friendship anymore.
i think i am not so much needed anymore. cuz i think friendship has a limit some dumb times. or am i not good enuff? i think must be i am not pretty enough? can tis b part of the reason? or was it because i m not in the same ..?ever thot why i refused sometimes even when i wanted so much? i love u guys so much. bu i end up getting nth' outta it. probably, i m far behind ur life. outcast. thinkin' about the dumb times when i sat and watched u all, i probably could haf stay at home and watch the dumb tv. i wanted so much to tel my everything. but i onli sat there to listen to everything instead. i felt like a dumb ass. all the times i am out. i felt so dumb. dumb as in dumb n mute.
i haf my own problems. but rite now.. probably none wil b here listening to me. friendship is not like this. i am hurt. Dumb.
and now tis sounds like my premonitions.
staring at the sky glowing wif stars
what did u see?
was it the sky wif no boundary
or the dae we spent together?
back in our memory-land
r we pondering overthe same memory?
was it the sweeet recollections
or those moments of heartfelt happiness?
by the beach we once shared
r wad u heard
the loud roaring waves
or the laughters tat once so unforgettable?
has our friendship came to an end?
the blue sky we used to share
has it all became so different, lookin' back now?
r u feeling wad i felt
returning to the past
to the first yearm when we first met?
or mayb at tis moment
the familiar greetings became unheard whispers
frm tis second
the wind wil blow awae the sweet moments
the clouds, thy wil bring along the sadness
and me
and me..
i'll smile and watch the dusk breaking into the nite
and you?
and you.
Goodbye.
posted by i am simple. yeah. alwaes. @ 5:47:00 PM
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