Friday, September 16, 2005

Courage boosting DAY

I feel good and i m loving it! hehe. i am happy coz i made the first step out again! kekeke.
remember the verses tht i wrote?

春天过了 夏天来了
太阳暖了 花都开了
到处 仿佛飘洋着你的气息
可是 却永远见不到你的身影
是乎 能够触动我的心的
也只有更多更多的思念
像在寂寞的海中央 
漂浮着
永远 也看不到对岸
此时 心里飘起的雪花
因无法化解 而冻结成冰
被海浪冲走 了的思念
或许 不久后
它们 会被天空中盘旋的 海鸥
啃食干净
永远永远 的在这世界消失
也没有任何 踪影

now, i dont wan to give up. i have take the first step to msg him on friendster. i lost touch and everything. thank god, my last and onli source is friendster. i juz wanna be his friend, to catch up a lil' on how he's doing. though i dont even know if he wil reply. but i m just waiting. *butterflies in the stomach*
keke. I cant stop smiling. hehehe. i cant. i simply cant stop. =D BUT, i dont hav confidence okae. hai. what if he dont reply har..? aiya. omigawd. =~~~~~~~~
nevermind nevermind. yes. its okae. i wil wait. whether is it bad or good. hehee. i wil wait. i dont know the outcome. but i reallie wanna be his friend. a part of his life, a part of his social circle. i may not be as good looking. i may not b very prettttty at all.
but, friendship dont requires me for tht rite. yay. i m boosting my confident. hehhe. to do what i want. i m oreadi regretting alot. if i m stil not doing it, i fear i wil regret it more in my 20s. which i dont want. at least now, i tried, i attempted, i prolly wil feel better coz i did try to chase what i wanted and took the first step.
i know life is short. if i dont grab and do what i want to do, i wil onli have regrets. therefore, i need to slim down!!! i NEED TO!!! arhs~! hehehe!
orites! muacks ppl! i love all of u! enjoy the weekends! =)

arhh hahahaahah.

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