POST-assessment day
heheheheh. hehehehehe. hhehehehehe.i donno if u noe what was tht supposed to mean. here i m saying, i passed my assessment. HO HO HO! anyways, my darlings, all the best to u ppl!
orite. ytd i heard the new saying about twoguys caught for putting ill-willed stuffs about racism online. its kinda dumb, but nevertheless, i understand, coz it not nice to discriminate any ohr races besides our yellow skin. in anyways, i shuld say RACIAL HARMONY~!~! ermm, ya, i m sorrie bout' sayin some un-nice things okae. though it's like kinda long ago. anyways, ppl, i
wil b changing my blogskin soon kaes.
aights! i get a lil' giddy now. hee. i was doing chores. i pray to the god, and den sweep, mop, clean the house, hang the laundry, kip the dry ones, clear the poo-poo of my two dumb dogs. gosh. i reallie do look like a maid sometimes. i understand. hehehe. anyways, reallie abit tipsy. hhaha. giddy okae.
was toking to nasha and warric at Yassin's Prata, mentioned abt blogging and not putting emo stuffs. orite, warric boi, i noe u muz b thinking i oso put emo stuffs sometimes rite, orite, i think i m contradicting. HHEHE! anyways, my apology. At least its not like an often thing tht i put emo stuffss rite! keke.
i juz feel like blogging a whole lot of stuffs online! juz feel like blabbering about everything and anything. but its kinda errmmm, parodoxical. Coz'.. i aretn too sure what i wanna blabber ABOUT! gees! okae okae. anyways, i was like dancing for the whole hour last nite after i came home. but i find i am not dancing well enufff. like not nice oso. AIYA. kinda like.. aiiiyya.
ermm. recently, i've been thinking about myself. sometimes, do u ever like wish u were a plain jane? sometimes, i thought i want to b a plain jane forever.
i wanna be a plain jane. a plain jane who walks on the streets, nobody notices, nobody noes of. a plain jane who leads a normal life. and someday, this plain jane gets a big boy in her world. plain jane dont neeed handsome brad pitt or talented jay. plain jane wil show him her world. plain jane will haf somebody to piggyback her at the beach. piggy-back her and let her sleep. and big boy shares his world with plain jane.
he said I m DEMANDING ALOT. and rite now, i donno if anyone think i m firm at deciding what i want to do. coz, i've oreadi decided, this plain Jane, now, wants to live alone. its enuff having friends. i dont know if this decision was a good one. but, friends' thinking wil influence me. nobody yet to change how i see the world. anyways, i wil wait and see.
aights. i've wrote these verses last year. i happened to read my book. prolly i shal extract n put in here.
春天过了 夏天来了
太阳暖了 花都开了
到处 仿佛飘洋着你的气息
可是 却永远见不到你的身影
是乎 能够触动我的心的
也只有更多更多的思念
像在寂寞的海中央 漂浮着
永远 也看不到对岸
此时 心里飘起的雪花
因无法化解
而冻结成冰
被海浪冲走 了的思念
或许 不久后
它们 会被天空中盘旋的 海鸥
啃食干净
永远永远 的在这世界消失
也没有任何 踪影
for goodness sake. i m thinking about somebody else oreadi okae. not HER.
i've told some ppl tht i reallie wanna chase back a lil' memory of mine. anyways. =) somebody whom i've lost so much touch with. not even in contact now. anyways, i think i prolly wanna put tht part of my memory down. though it's a waste, and at one point of life, i reali wan to chase it back. i noe i prolly wil regret in later part of my life but i think over it, i don reallie noe if i shuld do anything. i juz wanna noe how is he doing. how's everything. i nv get a chance to tok to him before. i juz wished i m at least his friend. but i am not. i donno about the future. but rite now, har, i need to put this down. yay? stil, i don haf any confident kae. so, forget it.
posted by i am simple. yeah. alwaes. @ 8:33:00 PM
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