leap it.
after tht turning pointbeen thru the times
looking amidst the crowd
just to find the feeling
that have long
drifted shore apart
i didnt know
how to stop
so i just kept on walking
and walk,
and walked.
one day it came
softly
just like any normal day
i wasnt "astonished"
tht was what i thought
it feels like
very irritating
initially.
yet funnnie.
i smiled.
i ruminated
rumly,
and i was beginning
to like this feeling
i couldnt comprehend
the exact way it feels.
neither express it
like ABC
all i know was
i dont think this is a fraud
i knew my feelings,
this time round its real.
i didn know
how to stop
so i just kept on walking
and walk,
and walked.
many a times
i turn back and seee
and saw the shadow
in me
i was very much afraid
afraid tht things
will come repeating.
again.
i calmed down
assuring myself,
i will be great!
and things will not backfire
like all the times!
i didnt know
how to stop
so i just kept walking
and walk,
and walked.
things surfaced
as time goes by
i saw the
meretricious side
of all these
it plunge deep down
inside
i saw it coming many times
i merely ignore it
becos i choose to
until one day
just like any normal day
again
it hit me hard
the feeling
came too soon.
and left,
too sooon.
just in tht one second
when i look in the mirror
its all gone
i m back,
to my normal life
the normal mode
where i
sing
laugh and
play.
most of all
i no longer keep the feelings
i dont know
how to stop
and so
i just kept walking
and walk
and still walking.
i didnt stop.
probably,
i wont want to stop anymore
at any junctions
until i find the bus stop
and patiently wait for tht bus
the bus
tht i've been longing to board
and hop on it
i will find my way to it.
and
i mean it. =)
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