Monday, July 18, 2005

life get shitty, but good wil cum, owaes.

i donno why but i noe when life get a lil' shitty den ever, sumthing good wil cum, i had have owaes believe in tis, and i mean always. sometimes ppl around reallie make me feel like putting my head in he toilet bowl, no, i mean put their head into the toilet bowl instead, so when the water flush, they flush along all those shitty things they ever done. some they sae " XXX siao one lehz!". but in the friggin' end, they went out haf fun n hang out. damn. i sometimes don understand why cant ppl b as true as wad they sae. yay? when they were angry, they sae tis, but when they were calm, they deny their fault. u noe wad, i juz wanna tel them my piece of advice, tat is :" u farkingly pisses me off, can u get ur as' outta' ma lyfe?"
so long they nv understand, wad they sae may no harm themselves, but it culd kill other ppl, damn friggin' scary. BUT, they were nv afraid to say things that culd harm a life or like me, i get guilty if i ever sae sumthing NOT TRUE abt a person. or when they are angry but they apologise,yet no meaning wad they sae. oh, wad's da point. i remember my buds in sch said once "smile like u mean it." yay? i realli think so.
rite now i don even care who is reading or who isnt. cuz i noe onli my poly frens lurve me now. muahahaa~! i donno. mayb. and mayb ying n mong. haa.
i experience a D-H-S, and wad, it realli hurts and sucks. i mean tat stirs lotsa trouble, but yearns to b believed. c'mon, hell if i believe in u, i think i wuld haf got the most hurt.
i muz thank tis person, who said i was a sucker (i guess u din mean it, =>, aniwae) that he oso taught me another thing. tat is "take everything with a pinch of salt" hey guy, thanks sincerely.u were rite. i guess if i spoonfed myself with those big SPOONIE, i think i wil b dehydrated. (i mean got hurt n cry n cry n.. )
probably, in tis world, u don get to meet ppl as in ALOT, that r true. however, dat doesnt mean u haf to stop n barrier urself in dat circle or corner, ur life probably ends there. i stil lurve life alot. and i believe in this world, i don live to make everyone happy, cuz i don owe anyone a living, n no one owes me a living either.
i am thinking i was so mature old enough to handle problems, by reacting calm-ly. i noe i got veri violent, i curled up n cried, i hit the walls in the toilet( yay, i got myself bruised.) i noe it didnt take me more den a minute to realise i need to cool down.
when u r down, u probably go so violent n everything u think u made urself feel worse. sometimes the problems doesnt lie with the other party, it's how u view the problem!
Friendship is an important part of my life, and i thank god, erm, buddha, bodhi, goddess and god Ghanesha for making me an appreciative person.
of cos i reaallie reallie wanna thanks tese ppl in my life. i mean juz in case i reallie got no chance to sae, i shall sae it now, thanks eileen irah lyza mic nasha sheau harn ying mong bang elaine. haha. thanks my darling.
i think this were wad i was thinking for todae. each individual are different and i noe not all frens wil treasure the wae u r. so i wun force. let whoever cum n go, i wil juz grab those close to my heart. yay. i mean nobody can face problemS at one goal okae. u've gotta be calm n easy. and oso enjoy thru it. if u choose not to brood over it, u can. i m doing it rite now. =)
AMITABHA.
And i m glad i'm back in schooL. P.S: I JUST LURVE SCHOOLING NOW!! geeees.
besides the point, i had nite class for the first ime, it was realli fun! i met joanne, maliga everone n everyone! so fun! we r in the same lecture hall~ and i miss the whole lot of them, in a whole grp! hehee. great. school's fun. althought life goes up and down, it still goes on rite? yay. i jus nid to stay happie. ( to lose weight. HA HA HA) =P peace Out!

posted by i am simple. yeah. alwaes. @ 8:52:00 PM

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