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finally after assessment. though i nitta retake IV. arhhaha. created some jokes in the assessment and therefore i nitta retake. but nvm. i passed IM at least.aights. life's been good. everyday feels like a new day. though some things, unspoken, were alrd spoken and heard. however, some feelings, are to be forego and forgotten. the life i am having, sounds kinda ambiguous. yet, with these ambiguities.. i still love life alot. although, its complicated, but i just thot it was rather simple. future to me, is still far. i m stil young in terms of r/s and stuffs. well.. i just gotta.. love it as it is. i can only encourage myself to move on, like i always did, i never stop ever since the day i decided to be single.
I often woke up, soaking in the bath of warming sunlight, awaken with weary of th heavy-lided eyes. and each morning, i smile upon the sun "today's bright light feels like hes around me"
prolly i should feel glad tht we were not meant to be together, or rather, not together..
many a time the morning trip to school always advoacte me with lotsa ruminations. on the familiar road for a yr or 2, it has never been lonely. sometimes, tears crept outta my eyes, the thot of him looking into my eyes gently, my heart start throbbing fast. when u like somebody, and give ur heart away the minute when your heart no longer hold ur pride. it feels like i am drifting.. slowly, as it take its toll on me.. No matter how much u like tht person, he will probably never know, they may stir like tornadoes, but he may just be as calm as the sea..
( so isaid guys r dumb.. no offence. *LOL*)
i realli love loacker, yummy~! cheer me up when i plunge deep. arghs. money pls drop from the sky ya? keke.
been writing diary alot, instead of blogging. lotsa lotsa innermost thots. well, steal my diary if u dare. MUHAHAHAHA. i had a dramatic life, i would say, things change like everyday, tides high and low at all times. i dont even know what is what sometimes. i think what i need most is a longggg longgg sleep.. i need to rehydrate with life and energy! i lost them! keke. slowly i m getting them back.. okkies. i still gotta do research. gosh. (-_-'")
posted by i am simple. yeah. alwaes. @ 9:17:00 PM
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