Monday, July 10, 2006

AUNTY AGONY

DEAR aunty agony

i have been bugging you to give me a long hair and it hasnt seem to be working. so when is it coming? i need those LONG HAIR! ARGHS! and ii just gotta know tht, NAPFA is ten weeks away. which means, i will be veri much dead soon? nah, i wont. i know. i will jus train for it right. so dear aunty agony, please give me a pretty face and a hotter bod', and a happier self, always.

Love,
Me. : )

arghs. yes. it almost drove me crazy by envying people are hell great time. i've been looking at dawnyeo's (
http://www.dawnyang.com) webby. i just cant deny her beauty. well, i dont reallie care if she does go for a surgery thingy. i mean, if she did, tranformed herself, and she is do gorgeous now, i dont mind man. who dont want a hot bod' right.

i've been thinking so hard how to get tht beautful sexxaayy abs and i am almost going crazy. i cant excude the fact tht i am green because i envy ppl too much. yes yes, darlings, i know i should learn to love myself like real lot. but then..

certain things just hit my head hard, i was thinking, is keeping up so difficult? i would say expensive and hmmm.. patient. well, i wouldnt wake up so early just to put on make up to go to sch. and yes, i definitely need to revamp my wardrobe. i love mascaras, and of cos, i would love to have a nice complexion. its so difficult. and i think, i need to eat a good diet. i have to stop all those junkies but i so love them! how to quit!!!!!! well, ahem, i can do it. oh no! so excruciating, but i just have to keep on moving right. they told me to. and yes yes. phew. i try.

they say i just have to believe in myself. i aint so sure, but i thnk i can do it. after all losing tht 25 kgs over the years was kinda hard but i made it. ( i just lost 2 kg most recently :) ) hmmm hmmm. : ) okie. tht means i need to nap now, and then jog at my 8pm! i wil be back! love u people, muacks. alright. cheerios. love you. *winks.

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