i've been a good teacher.
I've been a good teacher. i changed a person. and he didnt know how to thank me. he said he owe me too much. i was elated. because, he finally grew up. :)when i thot, i was upset. come to think about it, there many lines i didnt read from him. and when he clear things up, i was very much satisfied with all the hidden lines. i feel consoled, when he told me he didnt want tht to happen when i initiated, and he learnt lotsa things. i was just as glad. reallie. lotsa feeelings, all clear up, i no longer feel so wretched.
i admit a small part of me, still wanted everything to come back, but, a big part of me, is slowly moving on. i m waiting, for a better future. i dont know how long, but everything, is moving, slowly. if i was given a chance to turn back time, i would not change this part of my life. all the sweet stuffs i did, when i move on, it will become memories he will be thinking of. his friends said, sometimes, 2 person can only be friends and not more than tht. and probably, he want us to stay like this. yes, we will. i wanted to alter this thot, but, maybe, in the long run, if i leave it un-altered, it benefits me.. besides tht, they chose her over me. well.. :)
i learnt alot too. rain told me, he used to have a mly bf too. they reallie love each other, only to realise in the end, he gave up on her, becos, he was influenced by his friend's opinion of her, religion, and family.
if u like someone from another culture, if u r not ready, pls do not agree on it. empty promises, hurts. pls do not say u're ready for the challenges, when u r not. and pls, dont say you do not have courage at the end of it. pls do not say, u cant get over somebody else's instead of focusing on her. pls, do no say "thanks" when she say "i love u", even if u dont know what to say, just a hug, wil melt her. dont say u r afraid of the future, if u did, u shuldnt have started it at all. pls remember to give her ur assurance, to be there and hug her when she cry, to tell her she meant something to you. remember to tel her, u r fine, u r just tired therefore u didnt wanna talk. do something sweet for her, sing her a song, face-to-face, heart-to-heart, its enuff to melt her. most of all, dont keep her waiting, because one day, she wil just be gone. remember.. to give her ur heart, like the way, she did.. :)
i was just as glad, to teach someone things in life, to appreciate everything in life. the smile in me, brings a lil bit of tears. they didnt contradict, i m feeling happy, and sad at the same time. but, i will be fine. though he might not know all these i have learnt.. i wil tel him one day. :)
life is coming back. :) when u reallie like sombody, you reallie dont have to be with tht person. now tht he learnt so much, i hope, a good girl, wil benefit it. i m not up to the good stuffs hes now having, so, i m just gonna walk on. i know my friend now, will be a good man. at least in my years of memories, i was once his teacher. thanks.
posted by i am simple. yeah. alwaes. @ 1:29:00 PM
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