lingering

i went to theLoof at odeon plaza last nite. i had vodka with lychee. haha. i just hang out and hang out and hang out. i dont know when is the pain going to go away. before i even know, roadside becomes my bet partner. i drank martel after tht at LIVE IMPACT, and i cried and cried by the roadside.. i sat at the overheadbridge crying.. , until 2.15am outside my hse, and it just kept coming..
the pain just wont go away..
i've been sitting by the roadside, eating 1/2 a waffle, and drank 1.2 a litre of oatmilk. i dont eat as much as i did last time.. wheni go home, i have to hide the traces of tears, so tht they wont see..
the pain just wont go away..

i went to the beach alone today.. it was pretty windy. and i sat in the wind for as long as 3 hours.. it send chills down my spine, but tears are definitely more warm than anything else. and so.. i just kept on crying, and crying.. i didnt know how to stp the pain. i didnt noe was it supposed to b another answer, and i didnt dare to hope anymore.. the mp3
and the pain just wont go away..
it just wont..
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