Thursday, August 24, 2006

lingering



















i went to theLoof at odeon plaza last nite. i had vodka with lychee. haha. i just hang out and hang out and hang out. i dont know when is the pain going to go away. before i even know, roadside becomes my bet partner. i drank martel after tht at LIVE IMPACT, and i cried and cried by the roadside.. i sat at the overheadbridge crying.. , until 2.15am outside my hse, and it just kept coming..

the pain just wont go away..


i've been sitting by the roadside, eating 1/2 a waffle, and drank 1.2 a litre of oatmilk. i dont eat as much as i did last time.. wheni go home, i have to hide the traces of tears, so tht they wont see..

the pain just wont go away..





















i went to the beach alone today.. it was pretty windy. and i sat in the wind for as long as 3 hours.. it send chills down my spine, but tears are definitely more warm than anything else. and so.. i just kept on crying, and crying.. i didnt know how to stp the pain. i didnt noe was it supposed to b another answer, and i didnt dare to hope anymore.. the mp3 kept repeating, and my tears just kept streaming.. the wind blew so furiously, yet deep down me, it feels as though its raining heavily..

and the pain just wont go away..


it just wont..




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