cry a lil, jump a lil', forget a lil'
i admit. i cried. everything was so unbearable. so terrible when i got emo. i sob a lil', sing a lil', and at the same time, try to forget a lil'. i feel like i m spinnin' round and round. i got so used to it. it's hard kickin' a habit for 14 months.i was at Jp with princess eileen and princessie irah. i ended at esplanade at 8plus going 9. alone. i was at peace. tunin' into MD, listening to SHE's "remember to forget". i wasnt crying though. i was so calm. i walked and strolled a lil' alone. until i reached the bridge. i stood there, by the cove. twas' windy, and peaceful. there were crowds and crowds of ppl walking past me. i din noe wad i was searching for amidst the crowd. i juz kept on lookin'. prolly for some familiar faces i may have missed all these while.
i sat at the sides, all alone. many moments, many ppl walk past and glance at me. btw wad's so WEIRD abt sitting there alone? i may b alone,
i seriously wish all the best in her life. and take care ppl. yay. i admit one more thing.. i stil love her tonnes.. rite now, i din realli noe wad to blog. but i realise sumthing amazing 'bout myself. tht is i get hilarious whenever i cried loud and sob like a child, scream like a lil' gerl. but it feels great after tht. i noe it wil feel like the whole world is collapsing when i get emo. but as long as i cry, i cheer up myself. it's great to cry and sob coz after tht, i tend to feel strong again. be it how many thots went tru' my mind, i dropped it the moment i feel okae. i can onli kept telling myself, "u've gotta be strong" and u noe. so much.
i can onli kip repeating tht and oso..
let's leap a lil' higher. shall we? i realise tht all of us are plants. yay? we need h2o o2 sunlight nutrients. and of cos ur smile tht shows me u love me. haha. i m sad. but i m reallie okae with it. so don worrie 'bout me.
yay. i supposed.
i heard ur name
in the wind
the echoes follow behind
lingers my memories
how can i stop it
i cant
i haf to face it bravely
face-to-face with it
yes dear
leap higher.
=)
posted by i am simple. yeah. alwaes. @ 8:00:00 PM
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