Saturday, February 19, 2005

.dead.

I mizz u so much. i din noe wad wrong i did. i merely went to the pub wif rain n elaine.. n u had to call and make a fuss n get angry wif me.. leaving me wif ur angry words and the thumping hurt rite down here..
i felt like.. i no longer alive in ur world
i feel wretched
i feel hurt
i feel dead
and no longer able to take the pain
yet i nvr wan to gif u up
cuz u're so dearly to me
and i still luRve u despite the pain i may haf
i luRve u
i
luRve
u
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It's been so long since i blogged. there are so mani things to do. so manithings to take. so manithing to larn n forget. so mani things.. so mani. Who do i live for? i dunno. i juz thot perhaps i wan to b alone all these moments.. especially when i feel sad.. lost.. hurt and wretched. who else in this world, can salvage the hurt in my heart besides u urself.
i'm staying home todae.. home gerl. => nvr ben so guai since dating wif mel. haa.
Orites.. i think i'm going to mug now

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