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HELLOS

hellos!

worldda, sorry for the awaiting whiles.

i have moved to http://frolicdale.livejournal.com.

cya guys there yay?

Love, Ryceza.:)

: ..~(

:............~ (

the love goes on.

i love you, my boy.
always. ♥

im coming home,
laughing
smiling
back again
and be myself. ♥

*winks, love
ryceza.♥

update. hmm.

SEVEN Crap Shit Quiz

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
I wanna keep long hair ( but i never succeed once in my 19 yrs of life)
I love tomatoes
I was an 80kg girl ~~now i strive to be a 40kg~~
I can never hear properly (but i am not deaf)
I love myself BUT i dont like the many parts of me like the stretch marks andandand....
I love food, okie. i mean it
I love hanging out at night, anywhere- [Yassin's] [East coast] [esplanade]

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE ME
I love nature, but ihateit, esp the brown color one with two feelers
weird pekpek
I m not a racist you see but i am scared of banglas
I freaked out if my weight goes more than 55kg NOW
If i wake up and cant see anything..
MY EYES GETS SMALLER
I wake up one day and realise tht i did not wake up at all, arh, crap. GRADUATION (seriously)

SEVEN SONGS AT THE MOMENT
Stacy's Mom
Stop crying your heart out
behind those hazel eyes
Stars are blind
Sexy Back
Bu shou chu de wen rou (by Van)
A date so sweet (183 club) the only tht is nice frm them, i very much ~~supposed~~sure)

SEVEN THINGS THAT I LIKE
My mom My dad My Sis My uncles My family
Bread& pastry
Prima Deli Chocolate+cheese waffle- diedheavenly
SHOPPING *winks- shoes moretops levi'sjeans
jogging - the tranquilty has no avail
I love dogs and cats - Pug esp
My besties[elene] [akira] [ying]

SEVEN BAD HABITS
I have slight anixety disorders which i would wash my hands and hands very often at home
I mind alot about what people may say and think about me
I like to grumble alot especially the part about my weight
I prefer squatting when i poo-poo and i have toilet bowls at home
I wanna lose weight but i cant stop eating, HOW~?!
I am stubborn, yes. i admit.
I live like theres always tomorrow.. arghs.

SEVEN VICTIMS
just do it. hmm. if you are bored like me.
haha.

yes, its true

I am single now. officially.

although i didnt mention tht iwas in a relationship, but right now, i m thru' with it. " ) thanks Ming-zai-dai-lou Yiwen Yueying Zerain Lawrence Seng Zara Darling and all. thanks.

sorrie darling, tht i didnt talk to you, sound as if i was autistic. haha. and tht i didnt smile like before, and you thot i was mad at you. and tht i didnt call you up, talk to you on the phone, neither update you anything tht sort about me. i m alright. so much of a impact, but everything has an end. life worth it. ")

i love you.

Love you, all
ryceza

Friendster Horoscope for August 26, 2006

Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)

The Bottom Line
Keep mulling things over today and figure out which route you really want to take.
In Detail
A few recent odd and unexpected events might be causing you to do some heavy contemplating today. Over the past few days, many different avenues have been presented to you -- and you've been smart to avoid making any firm decisions about them. Today you should keep mulling things over. If you get out and about in the world, you will see some examples of what your future might look like. This will help you figure out which route you really want to take. So get outside in the crowds and observe.

yes, so true. so right now, i am going to the crowds, i will know what i want? on this note, there should be someone passing me tissues if i sit outside party world and cry. haha! : P hiak! if i didnt go out with prata-gang ytd for steamboat, i guess i wouldnt know as much as i haf now.

the bottomline of this picture is, if u cant smile, let ur friends help you!

Ming-zai gives me alot of insights. and i reallie learnt alot about it. and the fact is, there shouldnt be any right or wrong. thanks dai-lou (brother)

by the way, yesterday was reallie fun, haha, we had steamboat at marina south, haha! and the whole gang was there except Muachi and King, nevertheless, it was stil fun! hae! we ate so much! haha! the food was not bad! but the marinated chicken taste rather ... bland, and, weird. hhaha! we were topping the plates with lotsa chicken and fish nuggets, fried mantou, wedges and chicken wings, hahah! the boys had their soup like a waterfall! it was reallie heartwarming and a nice feelings to spend time like tht.
Later on we went to esplanade, and chill, its Eugene's birthday! hiak! our trad was to eat pandan cake for birthday yes yes! " ) haha! we sang songs and take pictures and its like wow, 2 in the morning, and everything seem for tranquil and calm. i like tht. Ming-zai mentioned tht its a nice feeling to have everybody sit around and talk and enjoy thru the nite, so much of quality, i say, grand quality. ") i didnt know tht their presence would accompany me along the way at my toughest time, and walk with me, so much like i suddenly know tht i wasnt alone, even when i eat by the roadside, sit by the roadside, cry by the roadside, i know they would come just to catch me. their laughters sounds like angel singing, and i slowly smile and laugh and then get high. haha. thanks. ")

lingering

i went to theLoof at odeon plaza last nite. i had vodka with lychee. haha. i just hang out and hang out and hang out. i dont know when is the pain going to go away. before i even know, roadside becomes my bet partner. i drank martel after tht at LIVE IMPACT, and i cried and cried by the roadside.. i sat at the overheadbridge crying.. , until 2.15am outside my hse, and it just kept coming..

the pain just wont go away..

i've been sitting by the roadside, eating 1/2 a waffle, and drank 1.2 a litre of oatmilk. i dont eat as much as i did last time.. wheni go home, i have to hide the traces of tears, so tht they wont see..

the pain just wont go away..

i went to the beach alone today.. it was pretty windy. and i sat in the wind for as long as 3 hours.. it send chills down my spine, but tears are definitely more warm than anything else. and so.. i just kept on crying, and crying.. i didnt know how to stp the pain. i didnt noe was it supposed to b another answer, and i didnt dare to hope anymore.. the mp3 kept repeating, and my tears just kept streaming.. the wind blew so furiously, yet deep down me, it feels as though its raining heavily..

and the pain just wont go away..

it just wont..

kiss my forehead and say iloveyou

Sunday, February 11, 2007

HELLOS

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

: ..~(

Saturday, October 28, 2006

the love goes on.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

update. hmm.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

yes, its true

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Thursday, August 24, 2006

lingering

lets wee hear

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