.my thots.
Good Friends r such special gifts from godthey walk us thru thick n thingif us opinions n advices on everythingHow good tat i haf friends from time to timeI haf a bunch of buddies frm sec schKL trip, GEylang Food-fest, PS CArteland a group of cute team matesLEctures, tutorials, n groupworkto meals gossips n daily lifeI believe bf/gf r a gift from destinycuz it decides whether he/she stick to us for a lifethey r special because they probably onli appears ONCe in ur lifesumtimes it's so tough to juz maintain a relationshipbut ther againif we wan them to b our supergluewe've gotta gif in to each other's weaknesswe shall nvr manipulate each otherand i believe in retributionif u don wan things tat u donlike to happen to uNVR, i say NVR do it on ur partner or otherscuz one daeu eventualie get it backsumtimes he/she may not understand how u feel from time to timewell, cool off n gif space for sum timesoon enuff hope god knock into their brainand make them understandif he/she donhe/she probably has nvr love u yet he/she has nvr love uwhy would he/she go wif u in the first place?wif the distance tat u haf walked wif him/herdon gif up wif disagreements life is full of lotsa of ups n downit takes ur determination n friends who will support u all those whilesi guess irony wil strike in tis lifei don even noe wad i am tokinghow i wish life is simplicated
.Uh-huh.
Hey~! alamak, my previous blo is not abt me~!
i was juz writing as i suddenly think of it. SIAlA! suddenly so mani ppl tag me~! WahHHa! aniwae, thanks orh. =P
Ooo, i'm feeling so Full.
I went to SGH todae, but onli to noe tat the specialist clinic r not open.
mummy says she wil bring me to a private clinic.
I guess tat's the onli wae to get rid of tat "blardy idiot"
Hehee~!
I think mayb nex sat i wil go to sum ceremonial chants at toa payoh
it's been so long eversince i last prayed wif my parents
aiya
So bored
darling went back camp le
=/
Haiyo.
i wanted to go out leh
but nvm, tml wil b great!
meeting irah for hair treatments n going town. hehe
this is the packages for a dance studio
i feel like joinng.. keke.. to learn sum dance steps.. but i'm too.. *Shy*.
Single Class 1 day $20
4 Classes 1 month $60
13 Classes 3 months $170
26 Classes 3 months $295
52 Classes 3 months $480
Unlimited C 1 month $220
Unlimited C 3 months $600
#10 Classes 3 months $100 (student onli)
Haiyeaa..
Life changes
U noehow bad it can b when 2 persons break upthey said their love is foreverand now they blame each otheras their relationships turn sourneither they admit their faultor they admit it wif unwillingnesswho noes out theresumone can exactly manipulate wad had exactly happenthey cal each other "dear" n "bibi"and now they may name each other "bastard" n "bitch"the lies they tellthe words they saidall became ashes in groundthe dirts were the smiles they gaveand the dust were the memories with-heldthe laughter once shared were now a chill to hearthe places they went became a splurge of melancholy ( or mayb not)sumwhatsumwhereu think it's the endbut there n denwho can decidethe tonardoes may spin again
Questionable
Horrible Horrible Horrible~heee. was (window) shopping wif eileen juz now~aT wisma atrium, everything was so tempting~!lingerie from FOREVER21thongs from TOPSHOPgreen off shoulder from MANGOshorts from FOX Womenemerald green off V-neck long sleeve and camisoles from FOREVER21OMIGAWDDDDD~!One pay onli.. buy so mani things mehs?OMIGAWDDDDDD!BUt But BuT buT..it's SOOoOOoOOOOOoOOooOOOoo Niceeeeee~!MONEY PLZ DROP FROM THE SKY~I better don Pruritis Ani (itchy backside) and go buy so mani things siaaaa..(._____.) (-____-) (*___________*)haiyooo..MOney MOney Moneyyyyy..Teenagers, so little money, so mani things to buy..Wad Onli..
.Freaking Pissed.
why arent things simplicated?
why is frenship so fragile?
why ppl seek resources?
( now think back, i think i am oso, so i wil now frown, i wun leak a word animore)
i had enuff of all these stuffs.
i lurve my frens n my cliche in school.
like i alwaes say
u(s) don like me
u(s) think i like u(s)?
alrite
why r u afraid of ppl knowing ur secret?
nex time u wan to hate me
U MAKE SURE WAD I SAID ABT U IS NOT TRUE
i'm freaking pissed
but u(s) noe wot
i don care a single damn thing about u animore
don cum to me for frenship animore
i wun gif u ani of this 'ship' 'ship' thing
if u think our frenship onli worth this
den juz fark off okaes
i don nid u(s) in my life
if u think i blardy hell owes u(s) money
plz shun off frm me kaes
i wil return u(s)
but u(s) better blardy hell remember
i am not a dog, or either ur dog
but i do bite
even if i owe u(s) money
I STILL BITE
If u think u're alwaes rite
orite
i suggest u go to the toilet bowl
stand there and look if got shit float out from the water anot
if got
plz swallow it first den contact me
cuz U'r FULL OF SHIT
WAD? cannot arh, tis is my blog
i can write wadever i want
if i dare to write i
'm not afraid of u knowing kaes
orite, probably u can predict wad i'm gonna say nex
"grrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!"
Clarifications: 1.U(s) = 2 or more ppl involved
2."grrrrrrhhhhhh" = when a person is angry; sound produced by a temp. mentally unsound
.ShuckS.
Esshhh.. i'm pissed. Freaking pissed. Y is attitude ppl so blardy attitude.
i wanna Scream out loud!!
*scream shrilly!*
who else.
it's obvious rite.
yeah, go ahead, find more resource
i'lll brainfreak u one fine dae
if my biscupid n triscupid valves does not function well.
if u haf too much GABA in ur body, tell me
i will gif u dopamine okaes
i think i nid to inject antibodies into my body
So wot! i like 1g to be 10mg, i'm brainfreaked, u've got a prob wif tat?
so wot, i din scold u okaes. i merely juz tell u
"huh, i thot 1g=10mg?"
Freak, i got step on ur book is it
wot!
"SO TAT MEANS I'M CORRECT LA"
"ONE THOUSAND MG IS 1G LA"
FREAK!
AT least i learn my mistakes okaes. i not LOse no up okaes.
LIKE WOT ONLI
U wait arh.
u wait.
i tell u
i now good patience onli okaes.
yes, i good patience.
.leave me in peace.
This world is not abt Me n U
it' more like a big vicious circle
i thot i revolve in ur world
but i ended up like one big fool
i lurve u n i noe u did too
but i no longer being able to seek refuge
who likes me n who doesnt
it no longer taunts me like it owaes do
i thot den i could feel like real
but i lost all the trust i put in to
where's the ppl n where's the link
i lost it sumwhere out to no avail
How abt starting over fresh again?
i asked myself the umpteen time
My feelings are up n down everydae
i cum home happie from sch
and alwaes end up sick and tired of other stuffs at home
i cum home tired of sch
i end up crying wif tears swallowed down here
i cum home peaceful from sch
i end up mad n outraged by ppl
i lurve to smile n luff n haf fun
but rite now i feel like i'm an idiot
a big blardy fool and a sucker
i like things to b crystal clear
but since when truth hides beneath outrageous
and laughter hides beneath moronic
my world has been lost in chaos
and my confusion whirls around me every minute
leave me in peace
sorrows
leave me in peace
anger
leave me in peace
lies
leave me in peace
leave me in peace
i say
leave me in peace
i donwan to hear ya say
"u got problem"
i donwan to hear ya
cal my name
i dowan to hear ya out
to hear ya out
animore
i say leave me in peace..
.confused.
i donno wad hell has gone into me
i thot i'm fine and happie
i thot everything was orite after the storm
but wad has got into me?
where's the feeling i used to haf?
who took it awae?
i supposed to b happie rite now
wif everything i haf, i shuld
but i din
am i okae?
am i the same me?
i sound lost
i look lost
i'm lost
where's that rite feeling that went awae
i'm not a perfect girl
i haf all the imperfections u all donhaf
i haf all the flaws u all donhaf
but deep down in here who understands
one tried to hide
the fears n sorrow
behind the smiles
who noes the tears
jerked down the cheeks
dark at nite
I shout in the wind
hoping they carry my sorrows and tears
and this part of memory undergo repression
so den i wil nvr find it
anywhere
anymore.
.Orchard SPree (irah's freaky dae).
Hai, i couldnt retrieve my password for this blog to post picts. it totallie shuts me off. aniwae, that was wad happened yest.
Irah muz haf sum secret attraction that "secrete" and ppl are SsOOoOOoo "attracted" to her. Firstly, we were walking at wisma, and den, this strong LAdy, walkd past and SHE FLUNG IRAH!! U nOE! IRAH FLUNG OFF HER POSITION!! I was GRabbing her and STUNNED.. (x_x)
And den we were walking past mandarin hotel, there was this family of 3-4.. and den, this father he first wasn't looking front, den he stepped on irah's foot! And den His forhead knocked Irah's! The scene was so funnie! like clock lidat. heeees.. THis is so freakY~! everyone seeeeeems to be giving her PROBLEM. It's a big problem to me oo cuz i cant stop luffing.. HAHAHA!
.*TOOT*, a Penny for ur thot.
After one long week since i blog! *tooT*. i am doing some mathematics evaluation for this week:
bioscience practical on mon +
psycho test on wed +
ica presentation on wed +
assessment on Thur
= Whadda *toot* school weeek.
Well, this is not the end of the evaluation:
Mon's bio pract
What produce the first sound from the heart?
(a) closure of atrioventricular valves
(b) opening of atrioventricular valves
(c) closure of semilunar valves
(d) opening of semilunar valves
WHADDA?? WHADDA?? i DONNO!! (x_x)
Wed'S ICA
Ms XX: Is the front part same? i think i juz wan to hear the compare and contrast of the two drugs.
WHADDA? WHADDA? WHy me kena?
Wed's psycho test
What is the magic number's solution?
(a) +six, - one
(b)+ seven,- one
(c) +seven, - two
(d) + six, - two
HUH? WHADDA????
Thur's Clinical skills assessment
PXXXX: Huh? "tds" is 2 times a dae? wahh. is it? VERI INTERESTING. *Roll her eyes wif freaking attitude*
PXXXX: Are u sure u r correct?
me:..uh..?
PXXXX: U ARE ATROCIOUS
me:...
PXXXX: CAN u PlZ THINK?
me:..
PXXXX: tml haf my lect hor.
me: ya.
PXXXX: Den no nid to cum loh.
me: no, i wuld still cum.
PXXXX: CUm FOR WAD? U NVR DO DRUG CARD. DON NID TO CUM LA. NVR PAY ATTENTION.
me: *remian silence, blood boiling*
*TooT* u think u acting in a drama is it. showing tat face of a typical bad woman in tose drama which in the end wil not haf veri good ending? y sia. i nv tep on ur tail or comment tat ur hair don look nice sia. *toot* i don freakingly wan to retort cuz u freaking hell assessing me.
Oh gawdddddddddddd!
Final Evaluation: WHADDDA WHADDDA WHADDDA!!! (x_____________X)
.The Zingy-Hilarious-Waggish-Whimsical Camp.
Orites, it's beeeeeeeen sOOoooOo Long? U guys Mizz me yA? He HE he.. okaes la okaes la. i'm not in the crustacean group yet orite.
Phew.. *OuCHhHHhHHhH* I'm sorrie man, it's the freaking backaches wif thumping muscles quivering. Orite, after three daes 2 nites of mentorship camp.. oooH gosh.. I'm trying to squeeze sum juicy memories into here (aiya be it whether u wan to read or not la uh), well, i'm not quite a socialite, too bad i guess. but i'm tude. Too bad again la. Yeap, so these are the fololwing things tat i did this following daes (pardon if my sequence is wrong la):
__dae1.28th'02'05__
Reporting at 5, 'checked' into the rooms and lvl 5 ( i donno wad room is tat la uh, but looks like a sec sch classroom to me, onli tat it has a shiok-er air con and butt-comforting chairs), we stacked up the chairs, and tables den supposedly to dress in sports, arh wadever la. So den we can haf da bao food, ( OIEee, wad sia, i juz ate wif irah at 4 leh ehh!!) And den, after dinner we gather and divide into groups loh. As in majiam rojak, orang mix together. But den they nvr record names of each person in the group wOt, kalau we change dey oso cant do anithing wOt. SO den we wen to the so-called "Sky-garden"(NYP-SHS version) at lvl 4, we make cheers, actions and name. my group is cal Kueh MAmuR. hehe, i kinda like this though. We played the "Have eUUu Eva" game lorhh. Majiam Big wind blow. The rules: 2 partners, A & B, A squats and B stands. The questioner ask "have u ever ...." if B standing pats A's shoulder and say yes, den A runs and B squats down lorh. Our situation different. CUz when the person ask haf u eva, EVERYBODY RUNS! *hilarious*
SO den we play the jump jump game, i forgot the name sia. Nvm, lidat i elaborate less. *chuckss* It's fun la. HAhA.. by the time we finished both games, it's not veri earlie. i ended up bathing at 12.46am sia. The toilet queue longer den buyng 4-D sia. There I went to Sleep. ( deep or not.. i .. cant comment)
__dae2.1st'03'05__
Wot-Laoo.. todae is like wOt sia.. Amazing race. I think i's amusing oso lah. The clues and pAssword like not linked arh. hehe. We frantically ran around the sch, WHOLE NYP OKAES. haha. it was fun, but there again, i'm not a socialite, i don like to tok, cuz i find myself stupid when no ones listens a bit. hehe. no la. Donno la. *shrugs* My group of ppl are fun, n funny. Nice ppl. (Orite, i 'm not nice, okae.) So i guess.. okaes la, i admit i haf some bad chemistry abt certain things, okaes la not say bad chemistry, mayb because i don feel i belong there u see.. and mayb i'm not a socialite leading to this feeling of outcast, arhh.. aniwae it's over.
So Den we were screwed sumhow, at nite. cuz mayb we din pay enuff attention bla bla bla. Luckily we apologised and den able to play hooky from waking up at 4.30am to wash toilet sia.
And the last game at nite requires some of us to b blindfolded u see, to walk and get water using cups to fill 4 PVC tubes. Aniwae, we got the criterias cut and manage to scrimp thru everything and finally ended at 12.05am. tis time round i bathed at like ermm, 1plus am arh. i was waiting again la. Boring sia..
__dae3'2nd'03'05__
YEAh! FINAL! It's a game of 97 of us. Orite, tough. i wuld say quite? The Kueh tarts were the winners of the 8 groups ( our names were from new yr goodies), so, the rule is, we've gotta carry 12 of them, and guess wOt's the 12 instructed characters and den perform a task. Unaccomplished tasks wil require Kuek tarts to eat banan wif wasabi. and finishing a task will enable us to reduce a casualty( putting down one kueh tart) At the end of it, sum tasks were unaccomplished, but it's understandable difficult. ShOoOOOo DeeeeN our forfeit is to carry 25 casualties, ALL BOYS OKAES, climbing the the 6th lvl at BLK J and walk thru to blk K n go down to the lvl 4 "sky garden". WOTLAAAAOOO... 12.05, we were supposed to finished this forfeit at 12.35. Guess WOT, we did IT! (at 12.20pm) PHEWWWWWWWWW!!!!!! WAd sia now i learnt the importance of slimmming down further more sia.. go on diet.. hahah!
Orites, i'm going to sleeeeeeep.. My darling, happie belated 9th month anniversary.. *muaCks*. cya this sundae.. LuRve yA so Much! *chuckles* (wot la.. it's my blog okaes, i can write wadever i wan. ha ha..)
