last week of hols
oh no. time flies like arrow shoot. this is my last last weeek of hols. OH-NO!!i haven enjoyed enough. okaes. i wanna club some big time this coming new year. have fun. joyous 19. ~aights Uh-oh. yay. i had a crush on somebody. and well. aights. lets just forget about this. from an un-single to an officially empty window, its kinda taking its toll on me. not reaalliee, what i meant was it isnt so bad to be single. okies. i just want more dates. cos i m B.O.R.E.D! okaes. so whaat m i going to do todae. am going out to buy BBQ stuffs. tomorow BBQ. yayness! keke. 2005 is reallie ending in a few days time. gosh.i went out with my sec sch friends ytdand tingprincess was talking to me about crushes and emptywindows. yay. we find it both sickening. sometimes enraged with madness. *arghssometimes i think i am fine. sometimes i think i am not. i think i am fat todae. how? this is so sickening. *arghhs.okaes. i was writing my new year resolutions and i haf like 15 things to complete. keke. yes yes yes. i can lahs. i know. AIGHTS *PRICNIE ROARS***i am restless today. VERY. *sighs.
okae. my fav pict. and i reallie realli love this. My xiaoYu lao shi. he's leaving us back to taiwan.. :~~~~~~(
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Long Long Time
hhi LOw!! bloggggerss! omigawd. miSS mE? *chuckles! i haven been blogging since the day b4 my performance. okaes. i've posted lotsa pictures, the veri top ones are Xmas, followed by KL and performance. aights. performance was O-K-A-E. haah. okae. i admit.. i lost my mind, gees. i forgot 4 steps. heheeh~!so what else, and yes, i went to KL OREADI! WAHAHAHAH~! twas' awesome! and of cos.. lotsa secrets to b revealed. but, i m a nice ger, besides tht 2006 is coming, so i shan't expose too much stuffs, or else i wil get karma. NO WAY! what else. yes, X'mas! i went over to tan's Place~ together there were BangMingweiCorrineKennyYuanKaiWonglaiMe and of cos ah tan. hahah~and so and so we've lotsa fun over there! so much! hahaha~ just lookat the pictures okaes. pictures speaks clearer. geees!okies. 2006 is coming, i thak everybody for the care and concern showered to me, thank u. new year is coming, i appreciate al tht was done for me and to me, thank u. and to all a good year ahead. =)
hahha~ this was the 25 morning actualie. hehe. surprised hahaha~ *ahhHH~*
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heheh~! snapshot~! my xmas with this pple!
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the vege-bunny ger with two darlie-ad boys
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well, some gay rape was abt to happen.. he spiked him and while he was asleeeepp.. *HAEHAEHAE*
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okae.. i nv thot my hair as tht red until i saw this picttt... ( my fren's comforter)
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heheh~! 25th morning! our eyes werent even opening big enuffff... hahaaha
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okae, big baby Corrine nd MR niceDAD kenny. *waaha~!
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Okae, u noe, ometimes when hormones raged up like high tides, and gays get horny in public .. ths is wad happen..
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yay.. i shop til i got poor.. and thts wad i ate for dinner.. hahaa..
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OMigawd~ so many many shoppppsssss~~ *slurps* wheres LK???~!
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this is so cooool~ hahhha~! it lookas i i was in shock~!! hahahah~!
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okae. the drunk and violent bf with the sweeet and obedient wife.. this is REALITY
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i like ths pict! keeke
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my larling and me~! okaes.. her bf was staring oreadi. oh no~~~
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this is so cool~! well, but it gifs me chill with the sight of it..
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Okaes.. god, pls pls pls make me do it well. *pray Hard~~~~~*
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i KIck, Jump, flung!
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SleeplessNess
okaes. ive got seriously a big damn fooking problem with sleeping peacefully at nite! U noe what time i slept? u know? i slept at 9am THIS MORNING. Okaes? this is freakingly sickening and makes me feel like rolling myself in my comforter like a coccoon rollin' on the floor! OMG! i m tired. awfully. okies. performance is tomorrow. confidence. yesyesyes. *smile smile smile. my only chance. hmms. i have many lil' thots. hmmms, its alwaes there, i mean, i m alwaes having these lil' thots. i wanna keep my hair longer. i wanna b happy. i wanna lose weight and achieve my 50kg. i wanna smile to the sunshine everyday and let my shadows cast behind. *smilei reallie do have many lil' thots. alot. arghs. where to share. who to tell. how to start. i dont know. if only i do, i wont b so sophisticatd. there were so many so many things. some teeny-weeny fears, and loads of questions. *sighs. trying means and ways to look prettier and in style. OMG. haha. looks like i 've got a LONGGGGG WAYYY to GO den. okiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesokiesarghs. i just dont know what to blog but feel like blogging. aights. wish me luck! bye peepz!
WEDNESDAY!!!!!!
okies. i saw this t-shirt writing "explain to me again why do i need a bf?" hahaha. well, here's the reason, I DONT NEED A BF, but THEY NEED ME. haah. kinda lame. i just thot of crapping todae. okies. haha! i think i've been a nuisance pranking ppl tht i wan a bf i wan a bf, in actual fact, I DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND YETu see. there's many reason why i dont want a boyfriend, or whatever a cute one or not. it doesnt matter to me anymore. because i thot about it, i want more freedom. i can never stand ppl calling me up and ask my whereabouts,what am i doing, u noe. PERHAPS, its being polite, i appreciate, and i onli report to my parents okies. whatever romance i've watched on TV, there are just propaganda. i cant take it for reality. just like beautiful models on the magazines, i can nv be perfect like them. nobody is perfect. i can onli be myself, who i realli am. a boyfriend is nothing. i rather spend time at home sleep, watching tv, gorging junkies, hang out with friends, go temple with my mum, dance with my friends. i dont know. this was what i m thinking. now. was talking to nasha. well, dont know to generalise them, or not. mayb, just as we r being generalised by guys oreadi. just as i know, 10 guys, 7 disapppointed me, 1 is gay, 1 changed sex, 1.. i dont know where is he. hiding. i m not going to play hide and seek spending whole life finding. THIS wil b CALL wasting YOUTH den. keke. aights. hmms. grouchy i sounded today. well. why cant i? HA HA HA. yayness. i just wanna be isolated. nasha, i was kidding about turning crooked again. COS I NV WILL. *smile. and my dear princess, i was kidding about finding a bf. u noe i wont find anyone anyhows. because, i believe, i may nv wan a second time. i wouldnt say forever. but at least for now. for as much as i can take care of myself. WAHAHAHA! 2006 cuming! i wll b a yr older den. and.. hmmms.. arghs. i dont know what-spoutings-goes-on and okies. cya
romance in the house
i feel so romantic now. like romance fill my heart. nahx. i wasnt in love. dont misunderstood. its just tht ive watchd a few romance, just so sweeet.. omigawd. yay. i watched "MOHABBATEI" a hindi movie. its realli veri sweet. one plot they used in the show was this story. this man (i forgot his name) was a violinist, he teach in a boys college (where he used to studied but was kicked outta sch). so one day he told his boys on valentines dae,
"there were many many stories tht were told on tis special dae. tell the person tht u like him/her. its just so special. rite there were this story, tht i wuld like to tel today. 7yrs ago, there was this boy who was in love with this ger.. when he saw her in town, leaving for her trip, he wasnt in time to stop her, and so, he pickd a leaf on the floor and wrote "i love u" on it, he got a lil boy, and pased to her. but trucks drove passed, he couldnt catch a glimpse of her. by the time the truck left, the bus left, too. he truged to the midd of the road.. and there she was, standing by the roadside, smiling, and looking at him. the lil boy passeed the leaf back to him, bhind it wrote, "i've been waiting to hear this". holding up the leaf, ran up to him, and they embraced. soldiers on the truck cheered. later on, the boy was kicked out of school. bu be it however, he stil loves the ger deeply. the ger had died since then." and den he teared. he walked down the pavillion where he teach the boys violinist. yes. he was the boy who was kick'd outa sch. becos when he opened his violin case, there was the leaf, pasted there. the boy watched as he leave, and they salute. he was kickd outta sch, becos the ger whom he was in love with, her father was the principal of the school. the ger died.. becos.. her father could not accept her leaving the house, loving another man. (the mother died when she was veri young,so u guys can imagine she must haf looked like the mother) the ger is so so so so pretty. but she died. kee. but in his heart, she lives with him, every single day. so touched. OMIgawd.. i noe its a hindi movie. but its realli touching.. the violinist taught the boys how to expressed their love. and so was this boy.. he wrote on the leaf for this ger he knew since young.. ( i forgot exactly wad he wrote) "since the day i've watched the stars with u, i had loved u. since the day when i danced with u in the backyard, i had loved u. since the day when i wipe ur tears for u, i had loved u. now tht i oreadi forgot when did i start loving u...." something like tht.. i was like thinking, omigawd, hindi movies are ralli great and thy write good verses. wowness. and oso another boy, he said to this ger " i noe loving a stubborn ger is so difficult to handle. but i noe, behind this stubborn ger, is a lil ger, who reads storybook at nite and cry, behind this stubborn ger, is a ger who smile with her heart. behind this stubborn ger, is a ger tht i sincerely love.." OMIGAWD.. tis is so friggin' sweet to say to a ger. reallie. haiya. Hindi gers are so b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l!! reallie! keeke.
oh yay. i watched "帅小子" today. oso veri nice! i like the plot alot. okaes. i m gonna find the vcd. hehhe!
awful rehearsal day
today is the worst day i ever had, or i would, the worst time tht gave me the worst feeling i had. its reallie the worst feeling i ever had, it broke me into pieces, and the feelin' of running away i ever had was jus tingling at the tip of my throat, and i felt like bursting out in tears and cry out loud in the studio. (nahs, if i ever done tht i'll prolly kill myself den) u know. its reaalie taking its toll on me and i tell myself if there's this big hole on the ground i wuld haf buried myself deep inside, and i MEAN DEEEEEEEp inside.. omigawd. its a total brain-fooking time of my once-in-a-lifetime-18-yrs-old. i feel so so so so so so so so upset about myself. i feel gray. very very gray. my mates were like SIAn1/2, and yet we haf to keep on encouraging each other. thank god, they are motivating and encouraging. thank god. i reallie appreciate tht. thank god. amitabha. i wil practice, practice and practice. it just didnt LOOK AND SOUND RIGHT when we dance. the biggest fundamental difference are just like EASTERN V.S WESTERN or u can simply compare .. arghs. i shan't compare. ITS JUST SO SO SO SO SICKENING. Nvm. i kept telling myself. prolly everyone started out lidat. PRolly, they started out like us, mayb even worst. BUt nevertheless, they are doing so damn well. one day, one day we'll b like 'em. we just need time. yes. everything will turn out fine. yay. performance is in one week's time though. i will try my best. everybody, take care. i set my journey and make myself busy, hope all of us haf a fruitful year cos 2006 is coming. =) supposedly i didnt waste my months of 18-yrs-old mayb the first 8months of 2005 but by anyhows, i did many wonderful and self-gratifying events tht made my life more .. eventful? errm, limited vocabs today. cause of the ... i haf limited space for expression today, so many things cramped in my pea-sized brain and yet to b able to express it all outta my lungs. i just need a very good sleeep. i guessed. i am just worn out. now i know how it feels like to b the "youngest" in the world. its just didnt feel good at all. not at all. well, KHeng, suck it all back and stop sulking. tada`~ *POUTs
6thdec outing!
yes. i got a new hair color. *envy me. anyways, it was just so nice! the color of my hair is marvellous, i dont care who say i am CAL(chao ah lian) or wad. it doesnt matter! well, went out ytd, haha. so crazylicious. kekke! its quite hard to elaborate what exactly we did, cos there's too many to b elaborated. HAHA. one thing for sure was, WE ENJOYED! keke! i asked this question: 2006 is cuming! any new yr resolutions?! yayyay. what else. lose weight, slim down, prettier. for me most of all, i wan a FB.ETUC.A. haaahahh! Dont ask me what is it. I WONT TEL U. keke! wait til' i get it, and i'll tell u. *winks. so many commotions and pictures. see for yurself. *winks. theres lotsa laughters. weeelll, they teased tht all the Ah-Bengs are lookin' at me. *WTF. but anyways, i stil love my pink-red hair, *giggles.madness! i mgoing to bahe and prepare to go out. omigawd. i m out like everyday. i just love it when i haf red-pink hair. hahaha! muacks! love life. =)
ok! the lovely group PIcts! so nice! hehehe! outside fish and CO!
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cool.
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Singapore is amazingly B-ea-utiful sometimes, uh.
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this boi is funnie! hahaah!
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heheh! nice? i like this pict! keke! she is sweet!
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hehehe! princess alwaes smile until so sweeet de! warric! i can see ur pimple at the left bottom abv ur lips! HOR hor~! =P
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kekke! i love this pict! so nice! look at my princess! geees! i love my pink-red hair! OMigawd~!!!~!~!~!!~!~!!~!!!
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geees! this! all different faces! they r just so friggin' cute! omigawd, i m so in love with them!
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Look at nasha darling, muahhaah~! crazy!
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i sat on the ROAD in the middle of the NITE! MUAHAHAHHA!
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sunday outinggg
i had an eventful day i would say? hmms. roaming around orchard to get a gift for my dearest friend with nasha. twas reallie funnie. cos we've got so much things under the sun we could talk about. lotsa innermost thots, lotsa chuckles, lotsa giggles. i guess, he's the best pal i can have in my world, some guy i am at ease with all the times. keke. thanks bro! love the time spent with him. =) well. i feel so bloody brainfarked now. blooddy guilty, and i feel i hate myself for the first time now. i m sorrie. reallie. aights. SHUT ME UP!aights. performance is like 2 weeks time. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. actuallie nothing la omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. omigawd. this coming sat there's rehearsal at NP. 12-7pm. its like so long. but nvm. i m lovin' it. yay. madness. greatness! WenMEHuina was practising and then video-ing it down. it was realli hilarious! *laughs. i mean its reallie funnie to see urself in the clips, and i would say.. we r so CUTE! miahaaa~! my sis said i looked like PENGUIN. although i quite agree to it. O.M.I.G.A.W.D! aights. clothes bought. hmms. look kinda jail-birdy, arhs, its just tht 1 1/2 min on stage. its okies. haf fun, yay? *smilesaights. tmr i m dying my hair. i m so happpyyy.. hahah. ~yayness~~! madnesss aights. still feeeellling strong sense of brain-farking guilt pounding onto me. SHittayy..
Happy birthday!! kee.. *huhs? Pandan cake? yayness+madness! but this' our tradition. ehs, cool!
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my birthda boy! 1stDec, Lee Yong SEng! essshhhhiie, look at his delighteed face filled with all the joy in his first and ever 19th birthday. =) happie birthday boy!!
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hehehe! seethis happy lil' boy, keke. sincerely cutting the cake.. r u thinking something?
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Gotcha. just in time u guys look at me! muahaha~! snap shot isnt it. uguys are photogenic. i love u! muacks!
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wOOo HoO~OOoo~ finally, hols are here, omigawd. at my dorrstep, embracing me with lotsa long hours sleep, big dreams, many plans, and most of all, My Performance ,White X'mas, KL-trip! yay. well, last nite was kinda sweet. a lady kissed my hands, and thanked me. i feel so touched. how good it is to see my patient getting better. phew. although, i got scoldings, hmm ytd. but twas okae. keke. hmms. went out to chill with NashaWarricPAtLizaChiewLian at starbucks @dhoby ghout. *laughs. twas totally awesome and hilarious cos we were toking bout' lotsa craappie stuuffs and cranky ideas for 'truth OR Dare'! u cant imagine we in our uniform at starbucks talking about tht! gawd! well well. has been quite elated this wek. well. my planns for dieting haven been going too well, but been receiving compliments. hmm, i gess u just need the confident about urself. =) though it has been a taskful week, at least al things come to an end. by all means, my dear life. i love u stil.dear innermind sweetheartthanks for making a strong ger for the past 4 months. 4months passed, without tears come by my eyes at nite. i thank you for all the angels u sent me who watched me while i was asleeep. they sang me lullaby with sounds of light chimes hitting by my ears. each morning i wake up, and look at the mirror, u told me by my eyes via the reflection of the mirror saying "todae wil b a great day" i love u innermind sweetheart. tis 4 months has been fruitful, as each new day come by. thanks for making me myself, laughing the loudest, loving every bits and pieces of me. thank youu for allowing to meet new ppl, new friends, making my life more fuller. dear sweetheart innermind, u're great. sweetheart, i reallie thank youu for all the thots u shared while i was amidst all confusion, notknowing what to do. u led me telling me i must be strong and firm, making the rite decision tht best and better take place at tht time, u didnt know how much i love youu, do youu? thanks. sweeetheart, thak youu for making me realise all my friends loves me, and tht they wil alwaes be there when i need them, they realliee do. and darling, i realliee love them too. my dearie parents n Sisters, zaraling, princesss-es, nasha-bang, ah lian, my sec sch cliques, all of them, thank youu. thank youu. i hearts youu, sweetheart innermind. muacks. i love youu. thanks, sweeetheart. =) *smiles.
