kiss my forehead and say iloveyou: August 2006

yes, its true

I am single now. officially.

although i didnt mention tht iwas in a relationship, but right now, i m thru' with it. " ) thanks Ming-zai-dai-lou Yiwen Yueying Zerain Lawrence Seng Zara Darling and all. thanks.

sorrie darling, tht i didnt talk to you, sound as if i was autistic. haha. and tht i didnt smile like before, and you thot i was mad at you. and tht i didnt call you up, talk to you on the phone, neither update you anything tht sort about me. i m alright. so much of a impact, but everything has an end. life worth it. ")

i love you.

Love you, all
ryceza

Friendster Horoscope for August 26, 2006

Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)

The Bottom Line
Keep mulling things over today and figure out which route you really want to take.
In Detail
A few recent odd and unexpected events might be causing you to do some heavy contemplating today. Over the past few days, many different avenues have been presented to you -- and you've been smart to avoid making any firm decisions about them. Today you should keep mulling things over. If you get out and about in the world, you will see some examples of what your future might look like. This will help you figure out which route you really want to take. So get outside in the crowds and observe.

yes, so true. so right now, i am going to the crowds, i will know what i want? on this note, there should be someone passing me tissues if i sit outside party world and cry. haha! : P hiak! if i didnt go out with prata-gang ytd for steamboat, i guess i wouldnt know as much as i haf now.

the bottomline of this picture is, if u cant smile, let ur friends help you!

Ming-zai gives me alot of insights. and i reallie learnt alot about it. and the fact is, there shouldnt be any right or wrong. thanks dai-lou (brother)

by the way, yesterday was reallie fun, haha, we had steamboat at marina south, haha! and the whole gang was there except Muachi and King, nevertheless, it was stil fun! hae! we ate so much! haha! the food was not bad! but the marinated chicken taste rather ... bland, and, weird. hhaha! we were topping the plates with lotsa chicken and fish nuggets, fried mantou, wedges and chicken wings, hahah! the boys had their soup like a waterfall! it was reallie heartwarming and a nice feelings to spend time like tht.
Later on we went to esplanade, and chill, its Eugene's birthday! hiak! our trad was to eat pandan cake for birthday yes yes! " ) haha! we sang songs and take pictures and its like wow, 2 in the morning, and everything seem for tranquil and calm. i like tht. Ming-zai mentioned tht its a nice feeling to have everybody sit around and talk and enjoy thru the nite, so much of quality, i say, grand quality. ") i didnt know tht their presence would accompany me along the way at my toughest time, and walk with me, so much like i suddenly know tht i wasnt alone, even when i eat by the roadside, sit by the roadside, cry by the roadside, i know they would come just to catch me. their laughters sounds like angel singing, and i slowly smile and laugh and then get high. haha. thanks. ")

lingering

i went to theLoof at odeon plaza last nite. i had vodka with lychee. haha. i just hang out and hang out and hang out. i dont know when is the pain going to go away. before i even know, roadside becomes my bet partner. i drank martel after tht at LIVE IMPACT, and i cried and cried by the roadside.. i sat at the overheadbridge crying.. , until 2.15am outside my hse, and it just kept coming..

the pain just wont go away..

i've been sitting by the roadside, eating 1/2 a waffle, and drank 1.2 a litre of oatmilk. i dont eat as much as i did last time.. wheni go home, i have to hide the traces of tears, so tht they wont see..

the pain just wont go away..

i went to the beach alone today.. it was pretty windy. and i sat in the wind for as long as 3 hours.. it send chills down my spine, but tears are definitely more warm than anything else. and so.. i just kept on crying, and crying.. i didnt know how to stp the pain. i didnt noe was it supposed to b another answer, and i didnt dare to hope anymore.. the mp3 kept repeating, and my tears just kept streaming.. the wind blew so furiously, yet deep down me, it feels as though its raining heavily..

and the pain just wont go away..

it just wont..

photo-whoring

haha. a boring friday afternoon would be, photo-whoring at a risk of falling down from the ledge, but twas's fun. haha. keke. well, you dont need expensive tool and alot of money to spend a simple afternoon together, just a simple lunch, and its equals to PRICELESS
and then the next day i was slacking alone at esplanade, at the bridge there. blasting my mp3, i think i was acting sophisticated, *LOL. and yes, i was scribbling on a book many people walked past, and i find them very keen in knowing what i was writing, because THEY CANT HELP BUT PEEP INTO MY LIL' BOOK OF SCRIBBLINGS. well, i dont know why. and there was this auntie who sat beside me, and as staring into my book, until i decided to shift further frm her.

i spent like 3 hrs from 8 to 11.30 like tht, all alone. chilling, the breeeze was cool, and the crowd, it was realli packed i would say, hmm, or shuld i say i didnt expect tht amount of people to chill there. yes, somehow i think i m kinda a goondu to be doing there ALONE. oh-wells, i just like tht way some how. some say i m weird. but then.. this is the quality time of my life which i very much love to indulge with myself. ahahs.

so at the end of it, i would say, i am not queer alright, its just tht, i enjoy the isolation sometimes. *smile. okies.

my wonderful times

Life can be so beautiful,
when you meet the friends tht you ever could have in this life
you share secrets, you cry together,
you smile and soothe away the pain for one another
The times you had, the days you spent,
it didnt seem to be enough for time to linger
when life sat you on a joyride, and
the burning sensation starts at the back of your eyes
you know who you can count on
and cry on right after the fights

The wonderful parties, the festive moods,
so sweet and so rejoicing
They stand there, to catch you if you ever fall
They laugh with you, not at you,
when mockeries set in most of the times
they love you, especially when you forget to love yourself
how lovely, i say, they can be,
just like the angels who sings for me

the gatherings, the munchie times,
the x'mas eve, and the steamboat place
i miss all of you so much
i wanna bring these memories
right close to my heart
and then safe keep them deep inside
remember to smile
and we shall eat more ice cream
jump with bloated tummies
roam around clarke quay
and laugh with gay and joy
hahha ")

for tht i say, goodnite sugar dreams and iloveallofyou. ")

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catch what i am sayin'?

yes. i sail the boat, and the wind is furious, but i sail it slowly, and it means i have NO FEARS. I HAVE NO FEARS OF YOU. XP

wells. sail smooth, Ryceza, Sail smooth. you go girl. and yes, you do!

The big tides hurdles ahead, i sat calmly. yes yes, ryceza, smile, ryceza. you can do it. you own the nature and you sail it down the way you want it! AHAHAs. ")

sayang

sayang.. where are you now?

do you know, i am woried sick.. sitting here, and i reallie dont know where are you..

i cant get thru' you, i dont know where are you..

i reallie dont know..

its okie tht you shouted at me.. its okie tht u were angry with yourself, its okie tht u felt useless, and i know no matter how hard i tried to tell you you are not, and you just wont listen at tht moment in time..

i am upset, and worried, and i just dont know where are you.. if you are home.. i wish u could just sms me to tell me, i promise i wont get mad..

i wish i can run to you and hug u tight, tel u everything's gonna be alrite give u a kiss and hug you tite..

i wish at anywhere you may be, you are safe and sound, and as long as you are safe and sound.. i m fine with it..

no matter where you are, by the roadside, by the beach, by the void deck anywhere.. i wih you will not give up, i wish u strength to keep going.. sayang.. keep going like you always did after all this time. you are doing well.

sayang...

sayang...

where are you...

its not me u lost. some things can be replaced, like mp3, a pendant, a top. but you cant replace me.. me.. the values, u input into anything, if u lost me, u cant input these valus onto another person..

sayang... if you know i m crying now, would you come running to me, like i want to...?

sayang...

sayang

kiss my forehead and say iloveyou

Sunday, August 27, 2006

yes, its true

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Thursday, August 24, 2006

lingering

Monday, August 21, 2006

photo-whoring

Thursday, August 17, 2006

my wonderful times

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

say what?

Monday, August 14, 2006

catch what i am sayin'?

Friday, August 04, 2006

sayang

lets wee hear

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