kiss my forehead and say iloveyou: September 2005

In plaza Sing toilet! hAe HAe hAe!

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at the studio! hehehe! yiwen huina me

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saturdae noon fever!!!

oh god! i slept for like since yesterdAE's 10plus til' 10plus. isnt it great? WHAHA. but i din wake up feelin' great. HOWever, i prayed. hehehe. so i met the two gers at boon keng, den went to Plaza Sing, geeees. so we took picts! hahaha.

and we reached the studio earlie. hehe. and so we took picts again~! i thot so we culd take picts with my instructor, aiyo~! i juz forgot abt it. hehe. he looks exceptionally cute without specs. geeees~ todaes class was fun! i m juz loving it! so muchiee. thank god for everything. and i appreciate all my frens.

todae, i've been thinking lotsa abt weight issues. i am trying my best to accept tht i m plump and not very good looking. it was a true statement. i m trying my best to be what it takes. trying to conquer my fear. one of my bestie cal ah lian, she's been veri much worried tht i turn anorexic and bullimic. can u think how much i tried to tel her and persuade her tht i wont. i realliiiiiie wont. i promise. i think i m overly-obssessive. i've been thinking haf i work towards a goal tht i haf set? All those achievements are peanuts. i donno. i think so.

anyways, after alll, it has been a good dae! keke! i love everything i haf now, be it i am fat plump or obesed, i stil ove myslf after all! muacKS~!

Ying me and Jesher. (i think i shuldnt stand in the middle, hehehe)

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Me Yu Im Fanny

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lyza Pei Fen and me

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what a week!

aights! been missing out like so muchie. got so many picts, but i'll juz randomly post three okae. hah. group pictures.

WED:
i went out with my sec sch bestie, Ying, and her Poly bestie, JeSher. keke. i went to bugis to meet them, and meanwhile walking to the food junction, i binge on an apple. SO NICE~!~! hehehe. but i just don understand, what's with the ppl and my apple. wasnt it just a simple apple, and ppl are looking at me biting the apple like the apple has got worms on it! so i walked around with them browsing for watches. after tht, i juz felto crazylicious of me, cos i was hungry and i culdnt stop grumbling~! i noe i am weird. but weird has its good okae. hahaa! so i went on disturbing them. but i hope they don hate me for my blabble and nonense. hehehe. it was a real nice dae with the 2 of them! i took picts with them and its realli great! hope to hang out with them soon agaiN! keke. i pormise i wil b good ger. at least i din bully okae. im a nice ger. HO HO HO. nahz. *pukey*

THURS:
i finished sch like 3.30pm, and i went down to orchard with irah viA bus162. so irah went off to meet her godsis and i window shop around far east taka and wisma'a topshop. geeeeeees. i supposed to meet the big4 (yuzhaoBAngKenYuankai) to watch beWithMe. oh gawd. it was a quiet movie. and i m like catching the subtitles rather den the movie. kekeke. it was nice though. and we walked to coffeebean, so they were gossiping abt sum stuffs. (now don think tht guys don gossip, they do) and 'twas kinda fun. they r stil cute? 4 guys, hmmmm, but i believe they ccan do more den tht. hahaha.

FRI:
NAhz. its a freaking long dae in sch. i was like early in school. and den after 2080 2036 and tht boring elective, i went for a jog. hell hot, i look like a Pink bun after runnig a few rounds. SHit. haha. when i sat outside lect hall waiting for tht last lesson, a cute ger asked me

ger: juz now u were jogging at the stadium rite
me: yay
ger: with the dicsman rite
me: yay (twas actuallie MD)
ger: orhs, juz now when we (the PE grp) walked past u, my fren commented tht "she's got big b***s" and i told her " i think she's the ger sitting infront of me during lecture. *giggles*
me: *noob* err, ha ha ha. (shuld i luff or find a hole sumwhere and hide)

what puzzles me was not what the ger commented, what shocked me was i was oreadi wearing a sport one, isnt it...? anyways, i dont think its a compliment and neither a bad thing either. =) aights. hhee. so i din defend myself. as in, i don even noe how or what to say at tht time. I'm SPEECHLESS. i culd only.. *Smile* tht's all. life's kinda ironic isnt it. nevertheless, my fav sat is here! yay yay!

Skool Daze~

todae was a tuesdae! i went for a jog! twas' sooooooo good. i feel great bout myself! tmr i m going to jog agaiN! keke!
had a fun dae todae. i think sometimes ~~(no, its actuallie most of the time)~~, i made myself ugly by doing ugly things and actions. wahahha. for instant, i stuff a balloon into my shirt to look like a pregnant woman, and i walk along the corridor and to the toilet.. guess how silly and dumb i looked! xP but it reallie looks amusing and tht's y i am doing it! gaaags.

went for lunch, and prolly i reallie need a hearing aid u noe? mic wasnt eating and so i asked, she said waiting for bubble tea. and i Was shocked. i Said "WHAT! waiting for PUu.. PUberTy???!" and princesses burst into laughters. arghs. well, whahaha. we played uno and heart attack. its realli gif heart attack kae. hahha. coz everyone was like rotating the card like so fast. and suddenly heart attack. and tht nasha lagi worse, his heart attack is friggin' fast and when he hit ppl it was like so abrupt and scary! wahaha!

went to J8 to chill. gr8! was with LyzaNashaLisaWarricMicLaleslie&jere. was damn fun! played heart attack at coffeeebean and nasha kena forfeit, h did the pole dance ouside coffeebean, grinding with the pole GOSH! WAHAHAHAHAHA!! anyways, u2 reallie had catchy men's blazer! and the wae they dressed the manikin reallie make me feel like loving the manikin. its just so superb! the blazer reallie look great! Lyza lisa mic n me was like taking picts at the Photo-holic shop's machine using their backgrounds. hwahaha

haiya. haf to slim down. haf to slim down. lose weight. kekeke. everydae chants. kekeke. anyways, i am stil thinking about tht .. "not veri pretty. plump looking" thingy. i m not mad la. prolly its right. no. its the big fact. yay.

.Because i'm a girl.

there's this song tht i've been like tuning into. fist of all, its a touching MTV in korean, its reallie nice. here's the linky for the mtv http://www.angelfire.com/moon/maly/
and the english version of this song is veri touching. i personally like the lyrics alot.

I just can’t understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes.
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away...

You told me how much you loved me,
And how our love was meant to be.
And i believed in you,
I thought that you would set me free...

You should’ve just told me the truth,
That I wasn’t the girl for you...
Still I didn’t have a clue,
So my heart depended on You... Whoah

Although I’ll say I hate you now,
though I’ll shout and curse you out...
I’ll always have love for you,
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold,
Get sick of you and bored...
I know that it’s no lie,
I gave my all still I just cry.

Never again will I be fooled,
to give my all when nothing’s true...
I won’t be played again,
but I will fall in love again...
You should’ve just told me the truth,
That I wasn’t the girl for you...
Still I didn’t have a clue,
So my heart depended on You... Whoah

Although I’ll say I hate you now,
though I’ll shout and curse you out...
I’ll always have love for you,
Because I am a girl

I loved u so...
now u leave me in the cold,
How could this be,
I thought that you’d only love me...
Into the night...I will pray that you’re alright,
You hurt me so,
I just can’t let u go....

You took advantage of my willingness,
to do anything for love,
Now I’m the only one in pain...
will you please take it all away~Oh~

Never thought born being a girl,
How i can love you and be burned...
And now i will build a wall,
to never get torn again~

Although I’ll say I hate you now,
though I’ll shout and curse you out...
I’ll always have love for you,
Because I am a girl

Although I’ll say I hate you now,
though I’ll shout and curse you out...
I'll always have love for you,
Because I am a girl

hehhe. want the song ask me ba. kekeke.

Courage boosting DAY

I feel good and i m loving it! hehe. i am happy coz i made the first step out again! kekeke.
remember the verses tht i wrote?

春天过了　夏天来了
太阳暖了　花都开了
到处　仿佛飘洋着你的气息
可是　却永远见不到你的身影
是乎　能够触动我的心的
也只有更多更多的思念
像在寂寞的海中央　
漂浮着
永远　也看不到对岸
此时　心里飘起的雪花
因无法化解而冻结成冰
被海浪冲走　了的思念
或许　不久后
它们　会被天空中盘旋的　海鸥
啃食干净
永远永远　的在这世界消失
也没有任何　踪影

now, i dont wan to give up. i have take the first step to msg him on friendster. i lost touch and everything. thank god, my last and onli source is friendster. i juz wanna be his friend, to catch up a lil' on how he's doing. though i dont even know if he wil reply. but i m just waiting. *butterflies in the stomach*
keke. I cant stop smiling. hehehe. i cant. i simply cant stop. =D BUT, i dont hav confidence okae. hai. what if he dont reply har..? aiya. omigawd. =~~~~~~~~
nevermind nevermind. yes. its okae. i wil wait. whether is it bad or good. hehee. i wil wait. i dont know the outcome. but i reallie wanna be his friend. a part of his life, a part of his social circle. i may not be as good looking. i may not b very prettttty at all.
but, friendship dont requires me for tht rite. yay. i m boosting my confident. hehhe. to do what i want. i m oreadi regretting alot. if i m stil not doing it, i fear i wil regret it more in my 20s. which i dont want. at least now, i tried, i attempted, i prolly wil feel better coz i did try to chase what i wanted and took the first step.
i know life is short. if i dont grab and do what i want to do, i wil onli have regrets. therefore, i need to slim down!!! i NEED TO!!! arhs~! hehehe!
orites! muacks ppl! i love all of u! enjoy the weekends! =)

arhh hahahaahah.

Pictures

hehehe. like i say i wil post lotsa picts. orites. view it urself okae! haha~! i love all this picts!

oie.. i feel so extra sia. extra as in reallie extra.

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aiya, chiobu chiobu! who's tht behind..?

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we r good children! GRRHS! *grins*

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U deserved tht ear-pull for being notti all tis while! AHem~

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Lyza haf yummy-licious hair. Nasha haf slepy eyes? elene slurps tongue, mic smile sweet. irah thinks abt siew mai.

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My head's injured.

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this the GREEN bag i m in love with!!!!

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Time to think

Ruminations

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oh yay. i love this picture. coz it look as if i was in deeep thot. yay. i edited it with photoshop. and i m in love with all the wonders ths programme can do. omigawd. well, i cuoldnt find the exact effect tht makes me loook skinn-ier. geees.
oh anyways. todae i took pictures in school. with my princesses and lyza nasha. HAHA~! i m gonna post them all online~! especially the 3 pictures where i ran up to a cute guy, but most IMPORTANTLY he's GOT A NICE N GORGEOUS BAG tht i longed to have! it catches my eyes like so many times. so today, i finally goto him and asked if i could get a few shots with it. he was frowning and i wanted to back off, but he agreeed. so i was like surprised. i followed him and waited for him at the lect-door, and i peeped he asked me in and pointed at the green bag on the floor. YAY!tht's THE ONE~!THE GORGEOUS one!! WOo HOO!~! when he handed it to me i was like.. "OH, HOW I'D WISHED IT'S MINE looooooo..." its nice lo! OMIGAWD. but i know it cost quite exorbitant kaes.
i took 3 shots with tht bag!i hugged it so tight!!! i wanted to smeelll it, BUt i din, coz it doesnt belong to me rite. hahahah! i love THE bag! Oh god! ater 3 shots,i return it to him. hehe. of cos must thank ppl la, and he's finnallly not FROWNING. heng arhs. hehehe. he's cute okae. =P the bag looks more gorgeous though. =X
i m loving everthing~! hehehe~! i brought uno cards to school ytd, haah~! i never expect it coul b so fun~! and we played and made a big din in north canteen! i think the whole canteen must b thinking we r crazy! it' reallie fun coz we sabo ppl who was about to end the card. HAHHA! it's just so fun~! sometimes, or many a time, we may quarrel. but after all tht, friends wil stil remain as best pals a lifetime. i love u my princesses akira lyza nasha warric huina yiwen. muackS. yay~ and of cos my sisters!

POST-assessment day

heheheheh. hehehehehe. hhehehehehe.

i donno if u noe what was tht supposed to mean. here i m saying, i passed my assessment. HO HO HO! anyways, my darlings, all the best to u ppl!

orite. ytd i heard the new saying about twoguys caught for putting ill-willed stuffs about racism online. its kinda dumb, but nevertheless, i understand, coz it not nice to discriminate any ohr races besides our yellow skin. in anyways, i shuld say RACIAL HARMONY~!~! ermm, ya, i m sorrie bout' sayin some un-nice things okae. though it's like kinda long ago. anyways, ppl, i
wil b changing my blogskin soon kaes.

aights! i get a lil' giddy now. hee. i was doing chores. i pray to the god, and den sweep, mop, clean the house, hang the laundry, kip the dry ones, clear the poo-poo of my two dumb dogs. gosh. i reallie do look like a maid sometimes. i understand. hehehe. anyways, reallie abit tipsy. hhaha. giddy okae.

was toking to nasha and warric at Yassin's Prata, mentioned abt blogging and not putting emo stuffs. orite, warric boi, i noe u muz b thinking i oso put emo stuffs sometimes rite, orite, i think i m contradicting. HHEHE! anyways, my apology. At least its not like an often thing tht i put emo stuffss rite! keke.

i juz feel like blogging a whole lot of stuffs online! juz feel like blabbering about everything and anything. but its kinda errmmm, parodoxical. Coz'.. i aretn too sure what i wanna blabber ABOUT! gees! okae okae. anyways, i was like dancing for the whole hour last nite after i came home. but i find i am not dancing well enufff. like not nice oso. AIYA. kinda like.. aiiiyya.

ermm. recently, i've been thinking about myself. sometimes, do u ever like wish u were a plain jane? sometimes, i thought i want to b a plain jane forever.
i wanna be a plain jane. a plain jane who walks on the streets, nobody notices, nobody noes of. a plain jane who leads a normal life. and someday, this plain jane gets a big boy in her world. plain jane dont neeed handsome brad pitt or talented jay. plain jane wil show him her world. plain jane will haf somebody to piggyback her at the beach. piggy-back her and let her sleep. and big boy shares his world with plain jane.
he said I m DEMANDING ALOT. and rite now, i donno if anyone think i m firm at deciding what i want to do. coz, i've oreadi decided, this plain Jane, now, wants to live alone. its enuff having friends. i dont know if this decision was a good one. but, friends' thinking wil influence me. nobody yet to change how i see the world. anyways, i wil wait and see.

aights. i've wrote these verses last year. i happened to read my book. prolly i shal extract n put in here.

春天过了　夏天来了
太阳暖了　花都开了
到处　仿佛飘洋着你的气息
可是　却永远见不到你的身影
是乎　能够触动我的心的
也只有更多更多的思念
像在寂寞的海中央　漂浮着
永远　也看不到对岸
此时　心里飘起的雪花
因无法化解
而冻结成冰

被海浪冲走　了的思念
或许　不久后
它们　会被天空中盘旋的　海鸥
啃食干净
永远永远　的在这世界消失
也没有任何　踪影

for goodness sake. i m thinking about somebody else oreadi okae. not HER.
i've told some ppl tht i reallie wanna chase back a lil' memory of mine. anyways. =) somebody whom i've lost so much touch with. not even in contact now. anyways, i think i prolly wanna put tht part of my memory down. though it's a waste, and at one point of life, i reali wan to chase it back. i noe i prolly wil regret in later part of my life but i think over it, i don reallie noe if i shuld do anything. i juz wanna noe how is he doing. how's everything. i nv get a chance to tok to him before. i juz wished i m at least his friend. but i am not. i donno about the future. but rite now, har, i need to put this down. yay? stil, i don haf any confident kae. so, forget it.

My Kind OF saturday!

i am geared~! i wore my new adidas track pants~ i look great! no! i feel GREAT! gees! so my first lesson was kinda fun, i wuld say? lotsa commotion. but the ppl in my classs, were pretty much quiet. and.. THERES NO CUTE GUYS! i mean, theres no guys in the class anyways.
my instructor is reallie cute. his name is Xiao Yu (fish), keke. he've got sleek dance steps. it's so COOL! he's cute. i was like playing and joking with Huina and yiwen. heehe~

i had fun. i tried the steps. keke. real clumsy. but it fun. i hope more improvement. one thing in mind was, they do had this promos thingy, so after this BASICS, i wil need to proceed. but, i m ot so keen in a class-based learning. i m more into dance-based course. so i m kinda like thinknig how trapped i wuld b a few months down the road. anyways, theres stil time to ponder.

oh man! i toook my first step to fulfill a dream i may never dare to think about. i juz wanna learn how to, and not perform. it's like a big dream on my way! now i made the first move, i wil move on~! =P i love life~! oh man~! princesses~! muacKS!

oh yay. life's great. =) and i reallie think adidas have good stuffs. there's so many things to tok about, the commotions. the cute instructor. everything and everything. HEHEH!

after class, i went out with jie ad edwin atPS. and watched "one more chance". its a comedy and its touching. reallie.

now its like i've got hyperactivity-ism~! hahahah~! muacKS~! PPl, i love all of you~!

princie's world is back!~

i m back! hehe! feelin' great and tipsy! no no no! i didnt drink kae! it is just tht i m back to normal! i culdnt believe my lil ones work so well and marvellous! i noe some of u may think i m crazy in my nut head rite. but NO! i m not! hehe! i m princie! and my world's back! i dnno. thanks to the WILBER PAN i saw this morning. gosh, he's so cute! kekeke! well, i love eye candy~ =P
its great lo! hehhe. todAe's presentation was not bad! iwas a lil "expressive". keke. MS chia wanted a more lively presentation. so i asked her "so u mean like i haf to b more expressive?" and the class giggled. and so, i flung my hand and said "GOOD MORNING MS chia and CLASS!" and the whole class went hilarious! keke.
and i tekan nasha ah bang! gees. i tol him my si was interested in him~! hehhe~! and he freaked out! hahahaha! todae was a great dae! tomolo will b greater! muackS~!
wahahahahahaha~!
i went shopping juz now. bought a green skirtie and an adidas long track pants. my godsis elaine bought for me~! OMG!~!~!~! its nice~! great~! i m nervous~! hehhe~! muacks! i love the world!
i love my princesses. muacks.

U'RE KILLING ME!!

i haf a shoulder ache. and its aching like it never ache before. anyways, i went to a practioner with ah lian. haiyo. tht silly girl always got sick. yay.
all of a great sudden, i realli feel tht i missed Ice-skating. i wanna go! ppl! i wan!! haiyeaa. oh man! i missed those times when i fell and laughed and rolled on the icey ground! everything was so old! even my gloves! gosh!
oh man. i've been so emo. i admit. so emo. especially from last sundae. yes i noe i noe. i m fat okae. can. i am.
*DIU*
anyways, i reallie misss town! i wanna have a window shopping over there. GOSh! i want! arhhhhs! its juz window shop okae. hahaha. OMIGAWD!
i've got a schedule pack with all sorts of asessment. sae nex week, there's skills assessment. and then following week, there's psychology test plus Bio practical. OMG. somebody kill me pls? school is taking its toll on me. gosh.

i wish to color my hair. but no outrageous color. tht's so boring! OMIGAWD. i want more colours in my life. and i wish.
princess, shall u not worry for me. i am fine. i noe u r not used seeing me like now. it wil b over. i promise.

DEar innermind sweetheart

Life's been alrite for me. but i wasnt speaking as much as i used to b in school. i've been thinking and pondering over weight issues. i don deny i was traumatised and upset over ppl's comment. but dear innermind sweetheart, u noe how it feels rite? how it feels when everything goes down deep into my heart again. it feels so hurting. they donno how it hurt me. co they have neverbeen fat like i did. they didnt. it feels like all those achievement meant nothing. it feels like those depressing thots r coming back hittin' me real hard. it feels that i m beginning to treat myself bad again. it feels like i m beginning to hate myself. it feels like i didnt want to go to school. it feels like i wanna slep a long long sleep and hibernate. it feels like i wanna isolate myself, curl up and cry. dear innermind sweetheart, they donnohow much it means for me to b slim. dear innermind sweetheart, they donno how it slash me when they said tht. dear innermind sweetheart.. i culdnt bring anything up to hate them. i am not kind. but i juz cant. dear innermind sweetheart, i feel so confused. i m not lost. thank god.. dear innermind sweetheart, i m bleeding and may b fallin' again. dear innermind sweetheart.. i love u. sweetheart.

-Princie-

the show tht touched me

u may say i am an idiot. u may say i am silly. u may even say i am gila. but i reallie did cry watching channel 8 魅力百分百. it touched my heart becoz.. nobody ever understand the kind of feelin' in me. i admit, i realli don deny tht i m not veri fat. but the kind of feelin' can nvr be described because what i went thru', nobody reallie noes. i've ever feel so good only went in sec 1, the first time, i felt so dumb after all those years. she juz said i was blocking her way and said
" 你很大只leh!　肥猪!　让我过lar!"
this is not the worse. i even had a guy who told me "u fatty, i puke when i see u okae." there was once i was in indonesia. and i was skipping with my cousin at the roadside. i culdnt believe it. even boys at tht time (i was pri 5 i guess) teased me. i don even noe them, but i stil remember what they sae and the drama they acted.
boy1: ooi, u got see pig wear clothes one anot?
boy2: no leh, i onli see pigs skip before leh.
boy1: is it? i even see pig keep long hair leh.
boy2: where?
boy1: there! (pointing at me) the ger in mickey mouse shirt arh. HAHAHA!
and the nex moment, they burst into loud sarcastic laughter.

yet at tht time, i don feel anything. nothing at all. i stil feel confident. though my parents and family kept lying to m at those times saying "u r geting more n more pretty arh"
nevertheless, i grew up from those times and mould myself into a stronger girl. despite what i have, i felt i plunged into "no self-confident" category. what can b worse den this rite? i have dreams, just like everyone else. but because o the way i am, a lil' plump, i felt iwanted more. i wanted to wear everything and be confident. but i cant. i ccant project the image of "confidence". i dont. i just dont.
which girl don wish tobe an eye-candy? which ger don wish to b pretty? who don wish to be slim and healthy. well, at least i wish. i am stil wishing. i will keeep wishing. i wil b slim and pretty one day.
but i don reallie regret being so fat last time. at least it allow me to learn many lessons in life. i learnt tht not all guys are good, yet, not all guys are bad. i learnt tht this life is practical. i learnt tht many things lie too much on vision beauty. I learnt tht life have many unsightsm yet it is always so beautiful and nice. =) i love it. thanks alot. life. for giving me everything. =)
thanks, lil' ones. i love u.

aiya. what the fook.

i went out wif irah princessie to bugis. and and and the shop vender commented something, tht i can simply related it as "U're FAT!". yay, the truth was real hard. it hit me real hard, i huld sae. i went emo. i cried on NEL. and there tis lil' girl who told her father "papa, chae chae crying" it made me more sadddddd.
when i was changing, he told irah "hey, she look like a chinese arh"
i was like.. "huh,我是华人啊 "(i m a chinese)
him: Huh! 你会讲华语啊！(u speak mandarin!)
me: 我是华人当然会讲华语啦！(i m chinese of cos i speak mandarin!) i mean its unless i m a potato rite. anyways. this is not the first time ppl say i m a malay. besides, AH beng say i look abit like malay. AH bENG! u CANNOT MAKE IT LA! haiyo.
its okae. i feel orite, hmm, shuld there is any more pain, i ~~wil~~wuld haf cry out. it juz hit me so hard and pain. oh god. it's reallie traumatic to me. can anyone understand it? to me, all these years i've tried to achieved, its like wad tong's wife said, "it's peanut". u noe. oh god.
i've been thinking. sometimes i feel tht i've been bottling up. sometimes i feel tht there's something i wanna share, but i culdnt bring i up. i noe exactly what i was feelin', but i dont see the point of telling anyone. sometimes i wanted to tell someone, but i frantically forget the moment i try to forget it. its paradoxic. am i being called kind? haha. prolly not. but i dont mind. i juz felt like i want to lead a happy life, and i m leading. happy. trulys, i m finding meaning to my life, not attaching meanings yet.
don worrie guys. i love all of u. kenny boi, take care. there's gotta b more to life. =) glaed to know u r glong on fine yay!
anyways, princes, don worrie. i m no tht weak. hehe. anyways, i've been bingeing again.....! oMG!

sundae

its a sundae. ppl. sundae. what wil u be doing? well, im AT HOME. the funniest joke ever! everyone's out. WHY ME? orite orite. anyway , i went over to the hospital last nite. in any case anyone is waiting for me online ~~which i don think anyone notice~~ i apologise okae.
I slept at the seat. it was hot, yet cold. errm. how do i explain. the wind is cold, the seat is hot. yay. understand? well, i returned home tis morning 6. it's been 2 nites i m out. well, out for a purpose. yay?
aights. i seriously hope uncle is aights. anyways, i think i need time for study. so i porrlly go study a lil yay? i'vebeen outta town for A LONG LONG TIME! i seriously think i need to go there. at least for a moment or two. i wanna window shop a lil. can?
aights. i m a poor poly students with lotsa activities and lil' money. geees. NEVertheless, i am stil leading a good and happy life. yay? hehehe. life is meant to b happy. feel happy, work happy, live happy, and b happy. aights? *smile*
aightS~! i haf a confession to make.. *ahem* well, i have been.. not a good girl. ermm. i've been bingeing on lotsa food! SORRIE! ya. off my mind. *at ease*
i think i wanna study.. and er and er.. GO OUT! HEHEHE.

DePRiVed

Princie is fallin' sick. Princie's vision is spinning. Princie is deprived of sleep. since fridae's 5am til saturdae's 7.15am. Princies has not wink a lil' at all. Princie Ling Nasha Ah Lian and jere worked thru the nite and gnawed with the funny jokes and to complete the project as much as possible. slept at 7.15am, princie received call from dearie coussie saying tht uncle warded. called daddy and mummy. uncle cried upon seeing mummy. it's sour in the heart. but cant cry. cant. coussie was upset and yet independent. coussie had to settle everything from home to ward. coussie is strong.
Princie's fallin. I m going to bathe and den sleep. and den i'll b back later kae. say 1am. to study. and maybe online. bye bye folks. i love u. muacks.

the world in my castle

i love me. Princie me.

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hmm. life's been full recently. ups and downs? not so much. or prolly, i shuld say i can take all of it, currently. *grins*
yay. thanks ying eileen mic irah akira and folks for encouraging me to take care during my posting. but no worries okae, guys. i m counting down one more dae. yay yay yay yay yay. =)
i love u ppl!
oh yay. i was exploring photoshop and i did this picture. yay. i was like.. jumping from my chair to the bed sides and den on top of the tv den back to my chairs. my hairs r all over the floor and my brain cells are dead at least 15%. gawd. well. no choice. they call me the c-o-m-p-i-d-i-o-t. ~~nice name~~
anyways, life been busy with stuffs. hehe. stuffs as in good and bad. u noe u noe. i dont know why but i felt so great about myself for the first time in my life. i am cool, for not shouting back. cool for not rebutting back at u. cool for not making a big fuss outta u. and cool for deciding to let u get out of my life. great isnt it? *winks*
well well well. u noe me. clumsiness are my daily company. i had a big time with 'her'. yay. one on my arm and one on my knee. gosh. keke.
yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay .
i've been like binging lotsa food. i cant imagine the pounds i may gain at the end of the dae. anyways, i wil juz jolly well avoid the weighing machine den. ;P

oh-so, to mention, kenny, i apologise fo saying meanie word to u. i was reallie upset tht u didnt love ur life. i wanted so much to make u see how wonderful life is. but i didnt make it. i wanted to tell u tht we love u. and tht not everyone will treasure you like the wae u are. i hope u understand tht life never meant to b difficult for you. i hope u understand tht if u want to b happy, u've gotta tel urself u r, and make sure u work to it. i love u, boi. =) pls take good care. and realli reflect. my dearest buddy. =)

kiss my forehead and say iloveyou

Saturday, September 24, 2005

saturdae noon fever!!!

Friday, September 23, 2005

what a week!

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Skool Daze~

.Because i'm a girl.

Friday, September 16, 2005

Courage boosting DAY

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Pictures

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Time to think

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

POST-assessment day

Sunday, September 11, 2005

My Kind OF saturday!

Friday, September 09, 2005

princie's world is back!~

Thursday, September 08, 2005

U'RE KILLING ME!!

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

the show tht touched me

Monday, September 05, 2005

aiya. what the fook.

Sunday, September 04, 2005

sundae

Saturday, September 03, 2005

DePRiVed

Thursday, September 01, 2005

the world in my castle

lets wee hear

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