kiss my forehead and say iloveyou: January 2006

I M BACK!

i have revived! oh gosh. i m so in lovee with myself once again! okkies. i spposed i need to apologise for losing cool these weeeks, over my desperate attempt to find out if i shuld stay single. i have been a dumbo. i learnt my lessons. =) i think things shul proceed on while i relax, and wait for whatever tht comes by, and then decide my decision. yay? i think tht would keep my cool again. YaYness! i like the feeling of this AGAIN! *LAUGHS

first day i went out with kenny boy and omigawd! haha, we took lotsa pictures! haha!

and then and then, ytd invited nasha and lyza to my place after hanging out in crowded-but-shops-are-closed-town. went to tanglin mall to get Lyza's shoes, but too bad, the size asnt available for her. we took bus to Plaza Sing and had MANHAttan's! yayness! haah!. nasha ate a whole lot. haha! such a relieve to see him eating again. kkeke! not outta evil intention, but just hope he ate enuff. =)

so we were watching ALOT LIKE LOVE, and i m seriously in love with tht show! omigawd. we hadlotsa fun inthe dark okies. like ripping off somebody's pants. *AHEM. and jump on the mattress, Blanket party ( i m always the victim for this..) wrestling! threesome fight and flip flop! OMIGAWD, i think 3 of u are due for action movie stars man! hahah!what esle, okie, i've got 10 blue-black on all four limbs! CRAZY-NESS! keke! okie look at the pictures, =)

vain pot took this pict for me. i like it. kekee.love my piercings. i think i wanna get more. kekeke.

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Love him, muacks muacks! buddy for 12 years! kenny boy, i oh-so love u! hahaha! crazy! so when's our next trip uh!

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i love the sky, with the cloud shimmering like silver patch of velvety hanging.

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HIS CHOU TOFU STINKSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!

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feels like some kind of tornado thingy engulfing our image. haha~ this is a mirror image at esplanade

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my ideal place after a long walk inthe sun.. i love chilling at coffeee bean..=))

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kenny and me. well he wan me to pose, but i know not what to pose after a whole day of picture taking. kekeke

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THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!

oh yay! its friday~! keke. finallie. chinese new year is here. =) not about the ang bao. i find tht its about the atmo this year. well, though i didnt plan very well where i m heading to i dont mind spending time at home. SERIOUSLY. i dont know .its just struck me this year tht i ought to just stay at home and rest. oh goooofyy~~

oh, i guess this year's ang bao wont b alot, but its okkies. although i dont feel the ang baos slapping my face, i felt just fine with it man. hmmms. not about the food. well, i m just gonna stay at home. i supposed. or not, just visit ppl's house loh! haahah!

okkies. what else i m waiting..? just waiting for my girl's style to start, and i will get to the lil dance floor in my heart again. Oh yay~.

i dont feeel veri well, with auntie visiting me the second time this month, bringing lil nephew, call cramp. i jus cant stand it becos lil nephew cramp loves playing hide and seek and realli jumps on my stomach most of the time.. goshh.

aights. i m now waiting for my hair dye to effect my hair. oh yay oh yay... hahha. yay. MAHOGANY DARK BLONDE.thts the color i want. well, practicaallyy everybody commented tht my hair was far too natural than the original black. OMIGAWD. and of course, i look geek with tht hair. like a SEC SCH ger. OH MINE! i nv wanted tht to happen.though i look more decent. but tere again, SINCE WHEN do i ever look so Innocent? aiya. its not outrageous color i m dying. i justhope my hair tuns out ok. if not i will *faints. I can never stand the smell of the chemical. its makes me go tipsy the moment i open the tube. i wanna vomit.. OMIGAWD.
i m serious.

okkies. wed i went to this club. basicaly, i got drunk, and realli went crazy! haha. the club onli got my tw friends and i. so it look as if we own the club. even the bartender was sitting outside. so the 3 of us did fashion show, pole dance and hahha. funnie thing. it was pretty cool. co i have nv club b4. and i got drunk. i drank 3/4 jug of the bouborn coke, one of the alcohol tht i hated most.
oh man/.iwent crazy frantically. just drink. and got crazy, got ugly. bu who the hell would care how hell ugly i was. haaha. and so i just dance and did lotsa things. slept on the sofa. and air cycled. hahha. they taught me how to b bitchy in clubs. haha.what a funny lesson to learn. went home like 12.44am. took cab home. and vomiiteed, not inthe cab of course. i've got a lil teenie discipline. hahh! at the longkang ouside my house! muaha!. i hope dad did find out i PUKEd at his art work secret garden.. =P i dd clear up the mess kae. =)

yay yay yay yay yay~ i just stop yakking. haha. just in tht lil mooddd. haah! =P alrights. u guys gotta enjoy a happpy new year yay, and of course, i wish all of u good health and wealth. may everything comes good! =)) love u guysss. Muackss~

my wednessday

i just wanna blog. i'd rather cry though. i reaallie dont know what shuld i do. its been on my mind. i went out alone at nite. sitting on tht quiet bus to my fav hang out. i walked around with the mp3. blasting, but i wasnt listening.

i shop around. there were nothing. the place were still as the same. nothing changes tht much. still as much crowd. my comfort zone. the way i walk in the crowd, searching for familiar faces, it never change. at least, tht is the place, where i find myself seeking refuge from. or rather, just a short walk, it brings me calmness, and peace in mind.

my first time falling in, feeling the lil ache at the lil corner of my heart. prolly i was falling sick ytd. but i swore, i will tell the truth one day. i will not hide. i am just waiting. and one day, be it stay, or gone, whatsoever, i will tell. i dont want to regret anything in my life. i dont.

in my heart
i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with u until the very end

maybe this is the song tht makes me emo.arghs. but i like this song. =)

okkies. today went for card reading, however, my highness doesnt want to reaD FOR me. and so i culd onli ask, "so when can i get a bf?"
and she actuallie replied " U?! whenever u want u will get!"
OMIGAWD. i dont think this is so!

okkies. i've plans tonite. go hang out, and den go home in the morning and go for class. woohooO~! i think i m like soooooooOoO good. crazy. i've been thinking abt working over the weekends. just wanna feel tired, rather den lazy. and mae myself work hard, earn tht money and shop. i wish my studies gets better. yes. i shuld. =) i shuld. okkies. other den tht, let everything move by itself. =)

okkies. goodnites folks. i m leaving for hang out. byes!

leap it.

after tht turning point
been thru the times
looking amidst the crowd
just to find the feeling
that have long
drifted shore apart

i didnt know
how to stop
so i just kept on walking
and walk,
and walked.

one day it came
softly
just like any normal day
i wasnt "astonished"
tht was what i thought

it feels like
very irritating
initially.
yet funnnie.
i smiled.

i ruminated
rumly,
and i was beginning
to like this feeling

i couldnt comprehend
the exact way it feels.
neither express it
like ABC

all i know was
i dont think this is a fraud
i knew my feelings,
this time round its real.

i didn know
how to stop
so i just kept on walking
and walk,
and walked.

many a times
i turn back and seee
and saw the shadow
in me

i was very much afraid
afraid tht things
will come repeating.
again.

i calmed down
assuring myself,
i will be great!
and things will not backfire
like all the times!

i didnt know
how to stop
so i just kept walking
and walk,
and walked.

things surfaced
as time goes by
i saw the
meretricious side
of all these

it plunge deep down
inside
i saw it coming many times
i merely ignore it
becos i choose to

until one day
just like any normal day
again
it hit me hard

the feeling
came too soon.
and left,
too sooon.

just in tht one second
when i look in the mirror
its all gone

i m back,
to my normal life
the normal mode
where i
sing
laugh and
play.
most of all
i no longer keep the feelings

i dont know
how to stop
and so
i just kept walking
and walk
and still walking.

i didnt stop.
probably,
i wont want to stop anymore
at any junctions
until i find the bus stop
and patiently wait for tht bus
the bus
tht i've been longing to board
and hop on it

i will find my way to it.
and
i mean it. =)

sunday noon, noob or work?

its sunday. supposed to work on my schoool stuuffs. but i m kinda lazy to get it done. oh-no. it shouldnt be the case but i m feeling lethargic, not wanting to move at all. wanted to write diary, i thot perhaps blogging would be a easy way out. i just need to reflect. yay. reflection. after reading my princess's entry, i feel the urge to get it off my chest.

life's been busy, but still i m relaxed. went out with Gin yesterday. and we talk about lotsa stuuffs. life, boyfriends, relationships and peers. it give me some ponders. accumulating lotsa bad examples in life, i m freaked out at tht one moment, thinking prolly, life shuld haf been more simple and easy to b a free soul all the time. i can never stand a guy who picks on his gf. i can never forgive a guy who cheats on his gf. i can never. i m thinking about those fears tht surfaced all the time. why did it affect me so much? was it because i mind myself too much in the first place? or i have been dreaming all these while just to be happy? was i afraid because i had a bad experience? or it was more than fear to start from the scratch again? i didnt want to give trust anymore or rather, be backfired again and again and again.

i m happy now. just like i shuld. *laughs. feeling vexed because, i am at this point thinking whether i should step out of my comfort zone, and give it a shot in life. i fear not. i dont want to be overwhelmed. weak heart, i guessed, *chuckles. or should i say, not yet.

some mornings i wake up, feeeling it was the same day. some nites i turn in, feeling thinking tomolo never come. one thing tht i stil do every morning, is when i see mybackdoor open, i still crept in to see if my dog is there, forgetting everything, starting all over again. times where i stood at the doorsteps, wanting to hear him bark so much. when strangers knock at my door, i thot i heard him, but it didnt sound. i Laugh it off. *chuckles.

i would supposed, his death realli impacted me. though i stopped crying, but i missed those days where i kisssed his forehead, he got agitated and runs away. till now, i dont even know whether i m happy. or not. but i m quite sure, I wasnt SAD at all. =) not for anything.

frowning at the talk about girls, bitchy ones. it reallie feels indignant. sometimes, give me big heartache because i feel they simply abuse those privi god has given them. behind their pretty face lies the horn of the piercing edge. u can view as i m jealous, whatsoever. i feeel i realli dont need to be pretty, because, they say higher beings is fair.
i stil remember my bestie sheau harn, she told me once : u know, god is very fair, they give gers 1. looks and size but no kind heart
2. kind heart and size but no looks
3. kind heart and looks, but no size
i felt this was realli true. my peers and friends are so important to me. because, somehow, i m what they made me. thanks. i appreciate it. many a time, i pull myself down, because i lost self-esteem since young. i m realli trying my best, to build it up. and smile. =)

theres this song, the lyrics is simple and i realli like it.

Till the End

All these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven
that's holding me all night

i don't know how i found you
i'm thankful that i have
now that i have a love so true
to hold, to keep, to share

In my heart i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all i know
that you've come to see that you're the one till the end

All my friend around me
say you'd be gone too soon
baby i'm gonna make them see
we've found our way back home

In my heart i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all i know
that you've come to see that you're the one till the end

you’ll always be till the end

its simple. and yet it depicts everything i feel tht a boy should tell a girl. valentine's day is coming. sing it, Loud. embrace the precious moments of ur loved ones. tell them how wonderful hafing each other's company can be despite those nasty times. learn lessons from my bestie, princess elene at her blog.

aights. i nidda' get down to work alrd. oh yay. i feel like working over the weekends. hmmmms. =)

MY shopping spreee. oohh.. =P dont mind the foot. i love these stuuff tht i bought. ooH~

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Me and Gin! on the bus going homie. =)

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well, couple alwaes do the same thing together. THEY must haf pakat to wear the same color without us.. *HPMMHS!!!

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whats on warric's back? (._.?)

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seee! visit me at lemonparty.org! Wooh~!OO~

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my white sneakers. i m so in love with it.. woohoo~

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BCLS.

Okie dokie. great BCLS is OVER! i passed it. officially CERTIFIED OKAE.

i m alright alrd. =)) so much more okae. hmms. i just came back from a jog at marina pomenade. it was a one hour jog. keke. i splint. i slow, i accelerate, and i nv stop. glad. =)

raining. =) oh rite.

I m oversized by tht shirt.. hehehehe. i kinda love this place.. =))

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at benjamin sheares bridge! the sky behind looks so nice!!! lyza is SooooOOo sweeettt

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Smile sweeetly. haha.we r trying to act sweeet. hahahaha!

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keke. a squeezed facial expresssiooonnnnnn..

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Look at this pict! so cool rite! wahahah!

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he left me.

my beloved dog frankie

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i was in no time to handle this. to handle all the emotions, to keep away all the tears. i was in no time to kiss him goodbye, to tell him, i love him all these years. i was in no time to cry, when he slept on my lap, licking me, and teared when i whisper softly at his ears. i was in no time to recover from the overwhelming heart-soring pain even after a birthdae celebration, and they decided we shuld bring him for the euthanasia. i was in no time, to breakdown, when i saw his frail skele body walking towards me when i reach out for him to my arms. i was in notime toreact when she said hes got cancer in the stomach, liver spleen enlargement, defunctinoning kidney, and cardiac problem.

i constantly broke into tears, when he sat on my lap, and look at me when i whisper to him. i couldnt sniiff. i was alrd sobbing. i felt him coughing, and shivering. the heartache had alrd taken its toll on me. my tears kept flowing.. i wish he would ignore me when i called him "stupid dog", run away purposely when i call him "darlingggg" , bark at me when i snatches his toys, runs with me when i skipped acroos the living room.. but he didnt. he didnt.. and he wont do it.. anymore.

12th jan 2006. this was the day. the day where i put my pride aside. the day.. when i finally cried. i wet home right after sch, just to see him. the dog tht i alwaes been loving these years. the one who sat at the doorstep sometimes when he knew i was coming home. i was smiling, he was there, watching me opening the door, trudged towards me, when my lil finger waved at his sight. i pat his lil head.. and look at his eyes, saying gently "darling, i m home. do u mis me?" how i wished i can tel him this everyday. i shuld have. i realli shuld have..

i sat infront of this comp. looking blankly. listening to david's <就是爱你> and there he came to my steps.. i fed him with apple. he hasnt been eating there and then.. and he chew every piece of tht apple i fed. he was waiting for me when i discard the apple. i asked him.. "yes darling..? u wanna sit on my lapp..?" and so i carried him.. he sat on my lap.. i walked to the windows, he was in my arms. we watched the cars together.. i told him as i pat him gently.." frankie.. i love u. i realli do. i wish when u go, u wil not suffer anymore. i wih u can reincarnate and b a human nex life, andi wil b happy too. dont u b afraid. i would b going with u to the vet later. i love u.. reallie... i realli do.." i couldnt help but sob. when he sat on my lap.. i knew he asnt asleep. it was as if, he was waiting for time. he coughed and shiver again. each time he coughed, my heart felt the piercing pain. i couldnt stop sobbing until my tears befall on his frail body.. he started licking me.. the pain was so strong, so strong.. so strong.. i can still feel it now, lingering and heartrending..

and there the clock flew. i put him in my fila bag.. and set off. my mum couldnt decide. my dad was hafing second thots. i was determined. call me selfish, call me ruthless, call me idiot, cal me bitch. whatsoever.. if only u ccould stop all he was suffering. i was in the room, with dad vet n frankie. he couldnt evn stand on the table.. unstable with his skele movements.. i was once again heart-soring, controlling the tears b4 he catch it.. and there vet says " u can choose to let him live, and die naturrallie after starving for days, or just a jab and let him end today" my dad was speechless, i was there to decide. i raised up the word " today" i nv felt so brave and pain all at the same time. nv felt happy and upset all at one single moment.

vet said "ok, say ur last few words to him." dad's eyes went red, and beraft of words. he said "u talk to him.. i dont know what to say to him..lost of words." and he left the room.. turning away.

i hugged frankie a lil. waving good-bye.. feeling a pull back at my throat. tears kept to welling up my eyes, yet i have to hold in back.. i cant cry and speak a the same time. i m not crying.. i embrace his lil head, and kiss his forhead.. "goodbye" the last goodbye.. i m saying to him.. the last goodbye tht wil last forever.. not the goodbye b4 i leave for school.. b4 i sleeep.. and b4 i go overseas.. i saw his eyes.. i knew he was telling me.. he loves me.. he loves us.

i saw the door slamming.. i signed the document.. and vet asked if anyone was coming to see him.. i said "no." and she said "ok. den we'll do it late tonite."

my dad asked if i want to go see him b4 we leave the vet.. and i said " no" i was so much more afraid i couldnt help my tears any longer. i was so much more afraid tht i wil want him back badly. i was so much more afraid tht i wanted to say more goodbyes to him. i was so much more afraid.. so much more afraid tht i want him to be in arms. i was so much more.. so much more afraid.. tht the hearttrending feeling may conquer me..

i kept thinking abt him.. everywhere i go.. everything i do.. every corner in the house is his shadow.. every moment.. every pictures of him depicts al the pain i felt. every.

right now, sitting infront of this comp, blank, crying, sobing.. whatsoever.. listening to
<就是爱你>, feeling the excruciating pain, the hardy to open my eyes.. the disabled tears tht kept flowing.. i m still mising him.. badly. badly.

i reallie love u. reallie. i just love u, my darling. and i wil alwaes do. i miss u. badly..

IMBALANCE

whts happening to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sighs. i apologise for all the swings in my mood. i would very supposed it was the irregularity tht cause all the moodies in me. ppl have notice tht my mood fluctuate extreme in sch, i reallie am sorry.

i am in consideration of seeing a doctor. soon. aights. i reallie am sorrie about it. sorrie. i hope the imbalance will soon be equalized.

okaes. i have noticed certain things during this period of what i would consider "bad" times. i m moody in the morning, and noisy in the afternoon, and then i gone quiet again. NO. this IS NOT ME. okae. and i begin to fickle over things like, eat dinner or not, thining tht i haf put on lotsa weight, thinking alot alot alot. wel, its not like i wasnt like tht, the problem is, i m overdoing it to the extend i get veri emotional and down for the day. it feeels like being bullied. its feel terrible.
it feels like i wanna cry every single day, yet not knowing the reason why.

and so, here i say, i wuld very supposed tht it was due to tht irregularity i m facing now. my mood is like floating. i have to practise control over it. =)) i will be fine ppl. soon. =))

SAturdays are meant to b boring..

okie dokie. saturdays was meant to b a borig day for de unattached, and i thot when i haf class on a saturday i wil b loaded with lotsa activities.. but WHY HAS IT GOTTTA SHIFT TO A WEEKDAY?! what a new year to start off..

with the over-loaded of assignments and graded proj piling up on my back, i feeel unconventionally olddd. *heave a great Sighhhhhs. dont talk about celebrating a happpy birthday.. lets we say pass alll the coming challenges. 7 modules, 6 graded presentation.. i dont knowabout practical or the tests to come. i only KNOW the week b4 CNY, i better pass my BCLS practical and THOERY TEST. OR else.. i better drop myself into the pit pool offfff shiiiiiittt and get DROWN.. OH-NO! CHALLENGES! YES.. i SHUld LOVE 'em. i try set my ass learning den. *brainfooked* corrine preettaay, remember my skinhead thickbrow louis if i drop dead.

aights. i went out with momm and daad to Chinatown. so were the crowds of chinese over there, and waiting for the firecrackers to ~~burn our ass and jump around like mad lions roaring and cheering in the crowd and fanning ourselves like the big head dolls~~ start the new year! met coussie Ling and bf and neph Alan, uhuh!! he grew up and look more cute!omgg. kids kids kids..i still remember the days when he and other kids hang around and bully me. i m serious. i looked big at tht time, bu i was easy to bully..

so much of a commotion, we started waiting like at 7pm, outside the CK. and so cooling, the weather, first time, in my 18yrs of life ~~(turning 19 actuallie)~~, standing in a crowd while i still feel cool and not sweating. but of course i was fook'g irritated by a CHAO AH LIAN who acted CHIO and SUper LOUD and her sense of sarcasm has totallie turned me ooff. okae. dont let me see u again. its a spoil. aights.

thts not the end of a boring sat. when i got home, i received a fren request on frenster. okie. its prettaaaayy shoocking i would say..? i dont care if u r reading. i thot it was my sis's female colleague, and when i check it out, i feel like i just did a sommersault infront of the comp. *stun* well.. err... 30 yrs old is kinda old for me alrd.. whats more its a teacher. aights. *sighs.

nowadaes, i reallie think tht guys either shock me with their words or kill me with their emo-ness. pls pls. plss. this is my new year. whatsoever it may be.. pls dont do tht to me.

i m a human beings too. i cant be happy alwaes, i have times when i am reaallliiie low. alrite. and low times MEANS S T R E S S.

aights. gotta work hard alrd. deadlinesss are meant to b reached.. and i would stand at pit shouting, "N N BBBBBBBB! TRYING TO SHOT ME DEAD RITE!!!"(-_-'") enuff of all this.. it doesnt help at all.. *sighssssssssss..

ok.. look at the crowds of pple. i m so glad tht banglas don celebrate chinese new year with us. or else, i think the grannies MAY be targetted too. and of this two boys.. totalie block my view.. irritating.

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okie. i was at chinatown, realli waiting for the firecrackers to start. elaine took this picture for me. =)) oh-no! new year resolution, pretttaayyyyynesss~

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lil snail crawlin'. take ur time, watch ur front, moving to a higher ground..

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feel terrible

DONT ASK ME WHY.
I JUST FEEL TERRIBLE TODAY.

quiizzees

its so damn true.

Your Personality Profile

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You are funky, outdoorsy, and down to earth.
While you may not be a total hippie...
You're definitely one of the most free spirited people around.
You are very impulsive - every day is a new adventure.
However, you do put some thought behind all your actions.
Still, you do tend to shock and offend people from time to time!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

okae, this one too. it reallie freaks me out. becos its just so damn true!!!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

ermmms, this is nt bad tooo

Your Kissing Purity Score: 71% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Kissing Purity Test

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.
Your flirting style: Friendly
Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe
Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish
What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

2nd day of a new yeAR

my last day of hols. tomoroow the hell-ish school days are here to 'embrace' me in their arms, once again. *frown

hmmms. i had gastric these two daes. so i chewed on alot of antacid last nite. weird uh. jas thot it must haf taste quite nice, and when it melts in her mouth, yay.. the rest leave for ur imagination. well, i wldnt say i dislike it. keke.

oh anyways, today, i cooked dinner. yayness. my fellow supporters have wait'd this day. keke. and of course, i didnt disappoint them. but clumsy as ever, i scalded my arm by the rice cooker. BA jie said[ 狗改不了吃屎]. and so i can onli say .. 看你拿那杯！haha. ok ok. new year alrd. i shal be a good girl.

ive dyed my hair black alrd. hmms. well, i kinda like it though. first time in my life i thot i look great with black hair! i m serious. pls dont laugh.

and so tomorrow my fella budz ah lian wil b staying over at my place. great aint it! haha. yayness~! haha!

have u ever had times where u sang a song, it gives u many feelings, but it doesnt linger any memories? well i did. and they say it was emo. I beg to differ. I WASNT! oh. in fact, i thot i was better off! ok. school's starting, and reallie, I m EXCITED. more like i m eager to see everyone in this new year, *chuckles.

aights, wonderful 2006. u must b waiting for me. here i come. Muacks! i know u haf prepared lotsa events and activities for me. i am just waiting for u to get me going, thank you. i am just so glad ure finally here. =))

oh yay. i dont know whats allthose mumblings about. muahaha. yayness, i can go to sch and see my larlings, Ling Elene Nasha IRah Mic akira~ wohooohoo~O. the thot of me excites me like it make me feel like not sleeeping toniteeeeeeeee. but no no.. preserve all my energy and i shall kiss them with all the sharings~! woohoo~O!O~! *chicken lil' dance*

okie dokie. yayness~!

1st of jan 200000666!!

yayneesss! its 2006 oreadi! great. i wish everyone a happpy 2006 this year and all the best!

below are some picts of 30th dec pri sch gathering, and of my 2005 to 2006 day at sentosa. oh GREAT! yayness~!

anyways, just see the pictures urself lah kae. kekek. i m lazy to go into details. anyways, i m full of excitments for this new year!! realie! energetic! lively and full of surprises! =)) i m just so so so so so happy! =))

okaes. i went to chill with SHu and JAs at PS just now. yayness. was toking to them about lotsa stuffs, one particular topic we were toking about was whether we believe in love at first sight. and outta 3 of us, I BELIEVE. i mean why not? keke. i was surprise when they dont. ermms.. and besides, tht.. we were toking about lotsa stufffs. like hmms we asked shu this question

JAS: wuld u choose a ger who has a pretty face, but has no figure or a ger with a super good figure, but no looks?
SHU:..*silent*
JAS: u haf to MAKE a CHOICe
LK: yes, U HAF TO
SHU: ermm.. can i ans after i finish my food..
LK: HAHA HA.

so the outcome was he choose a ger with looks but no figure. i think ths is indeed a marvellous question. if lets say theres a third choice, which is a ger with nice character, well, i bet everyone wilchoose tht, nobody wil answer whats within. dont u think so? jas and i both agrreed tht guys are veri "hua xing". hahaa. okaes, u guys can beg to differ. but still. we were oso toking about stuffs tht we didnt do last year.. and our resolutions this year, and so many things. hahaha. and our previous experiences, and many many things. keke. we were elated and amazed by life, the lil lil things tht realli bring us up and push us down. kekeke.
so many girlie stuffs to tok about. =) thanks JAs. =)) happy new year.

there again. happy new year. happy 2006! new year new resolutions. =) muacks. i love u, life!

haha! 1st of jan MORNING, leaving sentosa! hahaa! thts where i spent my first day of this new year there!